Well there really isn’t much going on in the back end of my site as I have been busy with my other web sites and my other job so I haven’t hadn’t too much time to tinker around in the back end of Thoughts of Everything. But I have been keeping things up to date with WordPress and the plugins that I have installed. I’m thinking of have my company make plugins for WordPress as I can’t seem to find all the one I want or lack some functionality I need. For right now we got want we need. Right now there isn’t a lot of active members which is nice because I haven’t got the forums all the way done or working with my design. Things are starting to get caught up but I might be looking into hiring someone for my company here soon. As I think it’s time to kick things up a notch so I can focus on some of my hobbies more like this site, writing, music and just other random shit. Being damn limited with shitty ass pain all the time sucks and with the holidays and Black Friday shit is just a little bit more hurting. One day off a week as well. And man fuck I hurt. Normally I wouldn’t allow words beyond shit and ass for public view but that explains my pain levels after this week. Anyways, that’s it for the moment I’m getting a bit tired and I do have to be up early for work. Thanks for reading.
I don’t know what is but no matter what type of music it is (even stuff I don’t like) it seems to make me happy or less irritated. Now this shit here is tight Alex Rudinger of The Faceless and a few other bands
My track Rutakus updated still in the works. Productions of the Human Mind and Thoughts of Everything baby!!!!!! FL studio 20 install and now used. Got to play around with this more.
So I forgot to post an Anime Music Video (AMV) yesterday but I have a busy life and hoping to be able to start focusing on this site and the rest of my company stuff here soon. So this month’s anime music video is one that was a whole movie of music to the anime. So this video is the official music video from the movie called Interstella 5555: The 5tory of the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem which feature all Daft Punk’s music and this track is called One More Time which is such a good song.
Well I’m just going to keep it short as this is more or less to wish all those mother’s out there a happy Mother’s Day. it’s call okaasan’ (お母さん) on Mother’s day in 2008.
You can go a head and download the track for free and free to share but you and the person you share with must give me Mr.Ruste Music and Productions of the human mind credit. As always we accept donations which goes to thing like software I use or samples. LOL I still need to buy a couple FL Studio plugins to have every plugin for program. I also used Korg’s padKontrol which is a midi controller
AMVs of the Month here is my picks for Rutaku Anime/Thoughts of Everything.
So lately I have been under a lot of extra not needed stress lately due to some issues at work that I have never experienced or I ever would have believed to have happened to me. But it happened and my anxiety and ultimately my depression has been on the rise. I hate how much emotions can make physical health much worse if you already have issues such as I do with a back and neck injury that doesn’t go away. I have it managed to a point but pains are never going away. So as I have been feeling like I have been walking on egg shells at work with this situation that had happened, because I’m a goofy white man LOL I’m not going to go into that but maybe later in member only content. Anyways, I glad I got this site up and running again as it is kind of like my therapy. Anyways, before I begin I will say that I listen to just about everything from rock, metal, rap, blues and even electronic and dance music.
Anyways at the place that the situation had occurred I have been hearing this song playing overhead while I’ve been cleaning the store I felt it was kind of catchy but also I kind of felt a sadness that I couldn’t explain. So I spent sometime looking it up-the internet is so damn awesome-I probably took longer to find them without the net. I basically looked them up by song lyrics in Google. The song is called American Dreamer by Kyd the Band. Very good song and I plan checking out the other songs a bit more later. When I looked up the lyrics I started to understand the sadness a bit more. Maybe I just read to much into things but this is Thoughts of Everything and I the creator am the sole thoughts provider right now at the moment. But I was much moved and glad to have heard this song. In a sense this is how I feel about the girl I am with I want to buy her a house and share it forever. Even hand it down to her daughter. What saddens me is how most who end up in the situation where they lose the house or even when having hard times with making ends meat they fear that person leave them as it happens all the time in society as love seems to a bit more materialistic which doesn’t make a good team at all. But it happens.
Quote from song: “I think I wanna buy you a house
I think I wanna share forever right now
And if the bank man comes to steal it away
I hope you, I hope you stay” American Dreamer by: Kyd the Band
See what I mean. Here is the video as so good:
Thank you Kyd the Band for a great song.;