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Life with pain and limitations

So first this is going to be a multi-post meaning it will have more then one topic. This is because I have a lot going on and I kind of need to write as well for more then one reason. First I posted my job blog post on this site in the Craigslist resume section to one increase my views and also start trying to get a different and better paying jobs that cares and works well with person’s with disabilities as that is what I am. Here is the Craigslist posting: https://spokane.craigslist.org/res/d/about-that-time-to-get-better/6701339654.html I’m only looking of work in the Spokane, Wa US area unless remote work is available.  Also I wanted to state that soon I will be having a premium member access and payment options soon to help cover costs of running the site and if I run into any issues with my posts. Although, I do my best to be right in that I as well as the site never intent to harm anyone but in some sense people do it to themselves and what goes around comes around is what I truly believe and maybe it is because of some of the things I have seen throughout my life.

Anyways, so today I’m in a lot of extra pain and it hurts like hell. I don’t have my actual medical records available at this time to give you guys what is actually going on but I will say I have bulging disc from my neck down to my butt. and some compression on my annular cord in my thoracic area. Today it really hurts at times to a point it makes me want to to give up as it so unconformable and makes it hard to move. And let me put it this way. I work 47 hours a week on average and one day off a week. This is part of the raise I want a different job or where I’m making enough running my own company I don’t need to work for anyone else. Right now I’m trying to make it and deal with it as much as I can. All this shit because of a car accident and now I have to deal with this for the rest of my life. I am thankful for the amount of tools and medicine have available and the help. Thank you for reading my complaining. Today is just one of those days where I’m in a lot of extra pain.

About that Time to Get a Better Job

Well the time has come to find a better job that can offer me a better opportunity to earn more money as I know I’m under paid for my knowledge, work skills and ethics. I’m a very hard worker despite me being basically disabled with back/neck injury/issues and keratoconus in my eyes. I’m basically working two jobs right now. One is my own business which is nice that I can make my own hours. My second job I have been at for almost 2 years at the time of this post. The company I work for is Kellermeyer Bergensons Services and I am a Crew Lead. It’s about that time to change my job as I have many reason for this. But the big thing is that I have asked for a raise meany times so that I paid the minimum lead wage but I get no answer. Next year I will be at minimum wage and I know I’m underpaid regardless KBS doesn’t care about their employees. It has been a good learning experience as it shows me things that either one I don’t want in my business or two something I would like to change in the business world.

Besides the skills listed in my resume, I have good research skills for what needs are needed. For example being able to look up manuals or how-tos for maintaining equipment and such. Basically knowing how to use all of the available tools at ones disposal. I also have data entry skills with not just Microsoft Office but also knowledge and skills using OpenOffice and LibraOffice. I’m also a very good team player and I like to push other to work as a team. I do what it takes to get things done but in a safe and efficient matter.

So here is my web site running skills. These are the web site I run besides this one
https://www.rutakus.net/

https://shop.rutakusdomains.com/

https://www.atomicptc.com/

https://www.epicptc.com/

https://www.offersandclicks.com/

https://www.rutakuspixel.com/

http://teamjr.org

https://support.rutakus.net/

https://store.rutakus.net/

So here is my resume: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdf

Contact me here is you would like to hire me for work: http://www.thoughtsofeverything.org/contact-the-creator/ and make sure you add my email to your safe list creator[@]thoughtsofeverything.org remove these [ ].

Also I will state if you would rather hire me through my own business where I accept custom type services so you don’t have to worry about overtime use the above contact link as well. If you call me you must leave a voicemail. All calls are screened as my number is a business number as well. I also can do remote work if you have remote jobs available. I have a good internet connect and computers.

 

 

So our server down and some data loss

So as most of you guys can see thoughts of everything was offline or loading really slow. So after multiple tried for the host to fix the issues they started to move web sites off the server while I waited to see if it would get solved. Eventually it became too much to try and get my things going for my things business and stuff. So I then had to have the host move the sites They in fact only moved one of my sites making me having to do the rest which at this point I don’t care as I resell hosting and domain name so I would suggest using me for your web hosting needs people and this situation in this post wouldn’t happen to you especially if you have to contact me here. My sponsored content even though its mine LOL [**Rutakus Domains **] great hosting and get your dot coms in one shot. But I also test out other web hosts as well in hopes of finding more options and reseller/partner accounts. Or just affiliates. Regardless I wasn’t happy to have to finish the work they said they were going to do. I just glad one that I didn’t have any of you or my clients being hosted on that server. Note my company(s)/brand(s) will always try it’s best to make sure your stuff is safe. We follow the rules one being “treat other the way you want to be treated” and “what goes around comes around”. During this time I lost a good couple days of posts of thoughts of everything and lost some work I had done on another site. Including some post about some scammer I had found coming right back into the get-paid to world. And also some posts about legit paying sites as well. But I going to repost them again but sad they won’t be the same as before.  🙁  Anyways thanks for reading guys and sorry for the down time. Here is the post I posted on my company web site: Rutakus Network news

Smile at Random People start a new trend?? Maybe or just for me, myself and I

So as most of us can see so much shit goes on in the world that sometimes it makes it really hard to see the good. As the of the late my gears have been really put in the work in my head. But it seems more like an automated process as I’m able to still focus. In fact lately it seems to help me get things done faster.  Thoughts, I believe hold a lot of power.  What you put out comes back too but I also think we have to face or experience certain things in order for new whatever to be created or the evolution of an existing whatever LOL. So one of my deep thoughts lately is things that I had did while I was a kid. It’s kind of funny too. I used to throw my toys over the fence and say hi to everyone. That way they would have to pick up the toy and hand it to me and say hi back. Or something. I think I did it to the mail man the most. This is back when I lived in Minneapolis Minnesota where I was born. I moved to Washington state when I was little. But anyways, I used to say hi and smile at people and it would make me feel good. So I think  I might just try and smile and/or say hi to random people and maybe try to post every so often on all the people I had said his to during the week or whatever. Let call the concept “smile, be happy” LOL. Anyways thanks for reading

American Dreamers. Music sometimes…well..um…always really moves me

So lately I have been under a lot of extra not needed stress lately due to some issues at work that I have never experienced or I ever would have believed to have happened to me. But it happened and my anxiety and ultimately my depression has been on the rise. I hate how much emotions can make physical health much worse if you already have issues such as I do with a back and neck injury that doesn’t go away. I have it managed to a point but pains are never going away.  So as I have been feeling like I have been walking on egg shells at work with this situation that had happened, because I’m a goofy white man LOL I’m not going to go into that but maybe later in member only content. Anyways, I glad I got this site up and running again as it is kind of like my therapy. Anyways, before I begin I will say that I listen to just about everything from rock, metal, rap, blues and even electronic and dance music.

Anyways at the place that the situation had occurred I have been hearing this song playing overhead while I’ve been cleaning the store I felt it was kind of catchy but also I kind of felt a sadness that I couldn’t explain. So I spent sometime looking it up-the internet is so damn awesome-I probably took longer to find them without the net. I basically looked them up by song lyrics in Google. The song is called American Dreamer by Kyd the Band. Very good song and I plan checking out the other songs a bit more later. When I looked up the lyrics I started to understand the sadness a bit more. Maybe I just read to much into things but this is Thoughts of Everything and I the creator am the sole thoughts provider right now at the moment. But I was much moved and glad to have heard this song. In a sense this is how I feel about the girl I am with I want to buy her a house and share it forever. Even hand it down to her daughter. What saddens me is how most who end up in the situation where they lose the house or even when having hard times with making ends meat they fear that person leave them as it happens all the time in society as love seems to a bit more materialistic which doesn’t make a good team at all. But it happens.

Quote from song: “I think I wanna buy you a house
I think I wanna share forever right now
And if the bank man comes to steal it away
I hope you, I hope you stay” American Dreamer by: Kyd the Band

See what I mean. Here is the video as so good:

Thank you Kyd the Band for a great song.;


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