Category: Living life with limitations and pain

This category is for what it’s like to live with disabilities, pain, and/or any limitation.

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House Cleaning Services With Bundle Deals Combined Computer Repair & Other Services

Hello everyone, Ru-Kun here. First for those who don’t know well it’s not hard to tell but I’m the owner/creator of thoughts of everything. But most if not all don’t understand the grasp of what the Thoughts Of Everything website is part of. In this post I will start breaking away the other part of my business ideas so you guys can see what is keeping this site online. I’m only going to go right into the idea that I working on kicking up a notch right now as I would like you guys to stay tune as the my ideas evolve. All my ideas I plan on balancing automation with human work as I support human job and because I’m disabled myself we once I’m able to hire people I will hire people with disabilities who are qualified to do the job and don’t mind doing more then one trade skills.

Anyways so part the idea I’m going to discuss now is what is a cleaning service which is part of my “of an all trade” type of company idea. Rust of All Trades is the main name for this business. Broken Ninja’s Cleaning is the cleaning side of it. So with this being said cleaning services start at $25 per hour without supplies although,  I may bring some of my own depending on what is a available. Computer repair start at $75 per hour. This will only be for the Spokane and Spokane Valley areas in Washington State.

Thanks for reading

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Bullying and Bullying in the Work Environment, One of the Society Problems Not Talked About

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CTFO CBD First Testing, Kicking Things Up Notch

Hello readers, members & visitors. Before I begin talking about Changing The Future Outcome CBD products and the program. I’m going to have to give you some background information on myself and the pain and limitations I have to deal for the rest of my life. Some of you may already know my background. But for the new readers or visitors I was in a car accident back in 2012 where I was hit in my park car with hazard lights on. Just out outside Spokane/Deer Park area in Washington state, USA on highway 395. Upgraded members only get major details about my accident since I settled rather then fighting due to over-stressed, depression and life issues. Dealing with all the bullshit that comes with people’s opinions like like you pain is in your head and mean up shit got to me as well. So now in a sense I’m really suffering because of it but I’m thankful for all the things I have to help be less uncomfortable. Medical cannabis and CBD has been my major pain relief since 2014 because I have a lot of issues with nausea then finding out it helps with a lot of other pain as well. I have a medical cannabis card but at the moment cannabis is not completely legal at federal level which I have never wished prohibition of cannabis to end more then ever now. Which is why Thoughts Of Everything will be looking into donating a percentage of monthly earning to help push the legalization of cannabis. CBD is mostly legal but still has the stigma attached to it which I’m at the point that it needs to end. Anyways, so anyways, I’m looking into the CTFO which stands for Changing the Future Outcome that has a line of legal CBD products for multiple things such as pain relief and help to get you some sleep. You can either sign up as an associate and sell the products or purchase from me.  There is NO THC in CTFO and is cruelty free. Also once I get all the eggs in place for how to help end cannabis prohibition 1% of my CTFO earnings will be donated to the cause while the other is going to help cover cost of Thoughts of Everything and helping me with my health issues from my car accident. So to start I had made my first ordered for Full Spectrum CBD Oil Drops – 1500mg and I’m starting my test. Runs about $99.99 and I believe is the highest strength offered. I use CBD concentrates as well from my local cannabis store since my state it is legal for the most part. I plan on ordering some other things and since I’m almost out of the previous CBD cream I was using before (Non-CTFO).

Anyways so far it seem to help but because my pain levels the recemmend doesn’t last all day and I’m probably going to have to add other CBD products as well.

If you would like to order CBD products from me with NO THC click on the shop link on my page here: https://myctfo.me/rutakus/ or if you would like to sell CTFO products click on the opportunity link on the navigation menu.

Don’t forget to register for an user account on Thoughts of Everything so you and I can work together and either help you find the best products for you or help you gain a downline or make sales leads.

Thanks for reading.

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My twitter insomnia post

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Time to Start Kicking My Business Up A Notch

So I kicking things up a notch with my company and brand ideas so I decided to setup a gofundme to get fund for my business and as well to help prepared for the possible of surgery i.e. make sure my company can run with some employees while I recover. This may not happen in which I have an idea to start a kind of disability or something for employees such as myself who have disabilities. Anyways, this is what I think is need to start. Here is the gofundme link for my business idea: https://www.gofundme.com/rust-of-all-tradesrutakus

So it goes to say I’ve been in business on and off since 2010 and was in a bad car accident in 2012 where I got permanent back and spine issues with multiple bulging discs from my neck down to my lower back and I still bust my ass harder then some of these healthy fuckers. I do work another job but part of this money is so I can slowly work my way into focusing more on my services and products I already provide and get more inventory to sell as well.

Lately, my brain seems to have been running in overdrive to start try and kick things up a notch to start growing my business and try something new with my ideas. More or less because I find working for other business/people/etc where your nothing but a number and/or just don’t give a shit. So here at Thoughts Of Everything I will be uncensored here because there is just a lot of things that irritate me to no end with work life and other things going on in the world. This web site help me because I can careless if you actually read my post because I know there is always something for someone to read on Thoughts of Everything.

Anyways as Thoughts of Everything is part of my business in that this site if for my creative stuff and hell posting or blogging is in a way creative but this is the home for my music. So Thoughts of Everything is more for me but as soon as I have less time for admin stuff on the site I would like to be able to pay a couple other people to do the admin stuff so I can focus on the creative side of this site and my music. And this is part of the idea I have for Productions of the Human Mind which is also one of my brands/tradenames.

But the main idea is to create a kind of jack of all trades thing. My company name has been Rutakus pronouced Roo-taku-us and has been computer repair/sales and domain name/web hosting reseller for a while. I’m currently playing with my up coming new name Rust of All Trades. Right now my business is making enough money to maintain all current company bills and still have some income but at this this not enough to survive off of where i can leave my current job and be able to focus on providing service and thinking of new innovative ideas.

Anyways today is my nephew’s birthday who took his own life at a young age. Happy Birthday Travis Crane. I love and miss you man.

Thanks for reading everyone and if you donate to my gofundme please let me know and I will give you paid access on this site.

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Sometimes I Think My Mind is Going to break

Moments like this I so glad for technology and well I’m very glad for this blog for many reasons. This most important is that I can say things with our fear of my words being changed around to benefit someone else. Or that anxiety or sensation like feeling of people are not really listening to you. Most of the time it doesn’t bother me as most of us do this to others even me. Though I try my best and I hate when I don’t listen and once it get hard to break. The thing I understand as based off everything I experienced throughout my life is that most people don’t like being ignored. Most humans are social and all of us have experienced someone not listening to you. It happens but lately I have come to the understanding that you can tell if a person gives a shit or not. First, you got to remember everyone’s brains work differently and when a person is really like really focused on some sort of task, they are most likely not going to hear everything. I know from my own experience of this on both sides, like when I catch myself doing it or others doing it to me. Now this is where it can take some time to know or see when a social interaction with another person is more stress and anxiety then it is worth. I’ve always loved the 3 times is a charm thing as I’ve kind of used that as my rule of thumb for somethings. This instance would be social interactions that seem sour or not response back. I don’t know I just notice it more and catch myself before I waste energy. I’m not saying be an asshole or something.

Well I’ve seem to be in the probably the shittest of shit situations I have ever been in. And because of this I’m believe in karma and how people don’t think about how their actions affect everyone and everything. The situation I’m watching unfold gives me the most absolute deepest sadness in more then one way. I’ve never felt this before and in a way. My mom had said something to me about something else a while back “think about how your actions affect others“. I’ve told myself I’ve always wanted to watch karma truly unfold to people who do things that are just not right. Now I’m regretting as stated I’m truly sad and depressed as well as I feel like I’m continuously walking on egg shells. It sucks when I bust my ass too to overcome the walking on egg shell when I’m in constant pain with bulging discs from my neck down to my lumbar from a car accident in 2012. I feel bad for all the other affect by this retarded shit that should have never fucking happened to me in the first place.

The thing is I’ve kind of always been bullied so I can see through people’s actions a bit more. But because my love for knowledge, science, and facts I take more deeper looks at things and situations as one understanding I do have is most people are good. Just at that dumbass stage in their lives. Though the person or persons who said the statements that lead to this entire situation are bad people. That I know for sure. I just wish that it had never happened but I know I can’t make others do things or not fucking lie.

Anyways, thank you for reading. if you don’t know what I’m talking about go a head and contact me here: Contact the creator or read this article which is the only other public post about this situation.

This didn’t just hurt me as a person but also a business owner as well. It makes it hard for me to try and promote my own thing or even want to talking about myself around them as I never know if someone is changing my words around. Not only did I not deserve this is a prime example of one of our problems in society. Bullying which is the cause of mental issues including anxiety and depression.

Thanks again for reading.

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Well It’s Getting Closer to the End of the Month

Well there really isn’t much going on in the back end of my site as I have been busy with my other web sites and my other job so I haven’t hadn’t too much time to tinker around in the back end of Thoughts of Everything. But I have been keeping things up to date with WordPress and the plugins that I have installed. I’m thinking of have my company make plugins for WordPress as I can’t seem to find all the one I want or lack some functionality I need. For right now we got want we need. Right now there isn’t a lot of active members which is nice because I haven’t got the forums all the way done or working with my design. Things are starting to get caught up but I might be looking into hiring someone for my company here soon. As I think it’s time to kick things up a notch so I can focus on some of my hobbies more like this site, writing, music and just other random shit. Being damn limited with shitty ass pain all the time sucks and with the holidays and Black Friday shit is just a little bit more hurting. One day off a week as well. And man fuck I hurt. Normally I wouldn’t allow words beyond shit and ass for public view but that explains my pain levels after this week. Anyways, that’s it for the moment I’m getting a bit tired and I do have to be up early for work. Thanks for reading.

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Well it’s the End of the Month Pretty Much October Baby, My Birth Month.

Well I must first say I’m sorry for not posting everyday or at least a lot then I have this month. Life get in the way and sometimes and somethings have to be pushed back while moving other things forward. And since I’m trying my damnest to grow my own company which I’m in the process of transforming into a “of all trades” type of thing. In fact my business Rutakus will also be known as Rust of All Trades but it will still bring you to Rutakus web site and will be that way for who know how long. Maybe forever LOL. But regardless I’m trying to do my own thing as right now I also work another job which as most of us know we are just another number by most companies, KBS or Kellermeyer Bergensons Services is no different. I’m disabled but not label so by my government as I attempted not long after losing my job because of my car accident injury injury issues that I still have to this day. This car accident happened around my birthday so it does make things kind of shittier at times but I manage. I wish I wouldn’t had settled with my law suite but part of it is do the god damn bastards who fake injuries for money and the shitty companies and people who were involved in this law suite. But I forgive their stupid greedy ass what goes around comes around. Same thing can be said about all the recent people that have been trying to hack this web site. I do my best to maintain the site and keep it secure. I actually plan on getting a SSL cert soon to secure user sessions more but Thoughts of Everything is doing pretty good. I have a pretty large blacklist of ip address of suspected people trying to hack the site or spam the site. Contact me if you want some of my blacklist. I will share as I stand against spam and unethical hacking.

Anyways that it’s for the moment I kind of hurting in my spine a little bit. Thank you guys for reading.

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Life with pain and limitations

So first this is going to be a multi-post meaning it will have more then one topic. This is because I have a lot going on and I kind of need to write as well for more then one reason. First I posted my job blog post on this site in the Craigslist resume section to one increase my views and also start trying to get a different and better paying jobs that cares and works well with person’s with disabilities as that is what I am. Here is the Craigslist posting: https://spokane.craigslist.org/res/d/about-that-time-to-get-better/6701339654.html I’m only looking of work in the Spokane, Wa US area unless remote work is available.  Also I wanted to state that soon I will be having a premium member access and payment options soon to help cover costs of running the site and if I run into any issues with my posts. Although, I do my best to be right in that I as well as the site never intent to harm anyone but in some sense people do it to themselves and what goes around comes around is what I truly believe and maybe it is because of some of the things I have seen throughout my life.

Anyways, so today I’m in a lot of extra pain and it hurts like hell. I don’t have my actual medical records available at this time to give you guys what is actually going on but I will say I have bulging disc from my neck down to my butt. and some compression on my annular cord in my thoracic area. Today it really hurts at times to a point it makes me want to to give up as it so unconformable and makes it hard to move. And let me put it this way. I work 47 hours a week on average and one day off a week. This is part of the raise I want a different job or where I’m making enough running my own company I don’t need to work for anyone else. Right now I’m trying to make it and deal with it as much as I can. All this shit because of a car accident and now I have to deal with this for the rest of my life. I am thankful for the amount of tools and medicine have available and the help. Thank you for reading my complaining. Today is just one of those days where I’m in a lot of extra pain.

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About that Time to Get a Better Job

Well the time has come to find a better job that can offer me a better opportunity to earn more money as I know I’m under paid for my knowledge, work skills and ethics. I’m a very hard worker despite me being basically disabled with back/neck injury/issues and keratoconus in my eyes. I’m basically working two jobs right now. One is my own business which is nice that I can make my own hours. My second job I have been at for almost 2 years at the time of this post. The company I work for is Kellermeyer Bergensons Services and I am a Crew Lead. It’s about that time to change my job as I have many reason for this. But the big thing is that I have asked for a raise meany times so that I paid the minimum lead wage but I get no answer. Next year I will be at minimum wage and I know I’m underpaid regardless KBS doesn’t care about their employees. It has been a good learning experience as it shows me things that either one I don’t want in my business or two something I would like to change in the business world.

Besides the skills listed in my resume, I have good research skills for what needs are needed. For example being able to look up manuals or how-tos for maintaining equipment and such. Basically knowing how to use all of the available tools at ones disposal. I also have data entry skills with not just Microsoft Office but also knowledge and skills using OpenOffice and LibraOffice. I’m also a very good team player and I like to push other to work as a team. I do what it takes to get things done but in a safe and efficient matter.

So here is my web site running skills. These are the web site I run besides this one
https://www.rutakus.net/

https://shop.rutakusdomains.com/

https://www.atomicptc.com/

https://www.epicptc.com/

https://www.offersandclicks.com/

https://www.rutakuspixel.com/

http://teamjr.org

https://support.rutakus.net/

https://store.rutakus.net/

So here is my resume: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdf

Contact me here is you would like to hire me for work: http://www.thoughtsofeverything.org/contact-the-creator/ and make sure you add my email to your safe list creator[@]thoughtsofeverything.org remove these [ ].

Also I will state if you would rather hire me through my own business where I accept custom type services so you don’t have to worry about overtime use the above contact link as well. If you call me you must leave a voicemail. All calls are screened as my number is a business number as well. I also can do remote work if you have remote jobs available. I have a good internet connect and computers.

 

 

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Life Surprises Me All The Time, But Not Always Something I like, Damn Human nature

Most of the time in life I’m usually pretty easy going and was more so before I had got a major injury that has affected the rest of my life. I was injured in a car accident with FedEx and to this day I regret settling my case instead of going full force law suit. But the amount of stress and the extra bullshit from the  case and my own legal team that I actually still have stress issues and anxiety and anger with. But I know for what goes around comes around. I will never stop believing that as I’ve seen enough in my life to know that it does. Anyways, so I was hit by a FedEx van that was going 60 mph on Highway 395 just outside Deer Park, Wa heading into Spokane to go to work at Walmart on north Colton in the city of Spokane United States. I suffered multiple bulging disc from my neck down to my lumbar spine. This happen in 2012 and I still have issues to this day and it’s never going away. But I’m doing my best to manage my pain and doing pretty good for the most part. But I have a bulging disc in my neck, I think like 2. I have 2 in I think in my thoracic spine with some slight compression on my spine between T7=8 and T8-9. I also have some bugling disc in my lumbar I think one disc is slightly degenerated. I would have to look at my MRI stuff. Anyways I might go more into detail about this later on in a later post of something.

So as you can see I have a lot of issues including a degenerative eye issue called keratoconus which I had all my life pretty much. Basically I don’t have as good of vision as most people. You could say I’m pretty damn disabled and yet I fee and have bee told that I work harder then most healthy people. I’m in pain all the time but do my best to maintain it. But its not always possible especially when your like me and work a crap ton of hours. I’m pretty much working overtime most of the time since Black Friday of last 2017. So I work a lot of hours for a company called Kellermeyer Bergensons Services where I’m a Crew Lead in their janitorial area of services and have been for a while now. About a year and half. I also run my own business since 2010. It doesn’t make much money but it starting too and trying to kick it up a notch. I have a 4 year degree, majored in Software systems engineering and minor in business management. But I have issues sitting for long periods of time now because of my car accident injury. So I don’t really work in my field of study except for my business. And I am getting management type experience from KBS (short for Kellermeyer Bergensons Services), but my experience working for them hasn’t always been the greatest. And by next year I’ll be making minimum wage again for boss work. I have asked for a raise many times.

LOL I’m always looking for the better opportunity here is my current resume located on my own secure web server for the most part ran by me with some limitations of root access: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdf

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Already having a hard time with school

Well, I have been having a hell of a time with school let alone sitting at my computer to try and get things done for whatever project I have. I haven’t worked on any of my music, any of the apps/software working on. Basically, all of my computer. Damn fucking FedEx hitting my car and totaling it and giving me a lot of neck and back problems. Sorry for the language guys but my blog is uncensored so if you don’t like it you can leave LOL. Anyways the problem is siting for long periods of time, well sitting at all It seem to always have to move my legs or change my position. My chair is a piece of garbage with no support. U basically have a pillow, blanket, another smaller pillow for my lumbar area then a kind of pad. For those that don’t know I was hit by a Fedex van back in 2012 on Oct 20 eight days before my birthday, bastards. The driver had said to the state patrol he was going 60 mph. My car was parked on the side of the highway shoulder with my hazards on and was getting ready to get a hod of a tow truck and a ride to work when I saw in my review mirror a van swerving down the road and I was thinking in my head like what the fuck is this dumbass doing when then BAM and I was flung all around and every which way. Thankfully, I was still wearing my seat belt. As I looked to the side to see what just had happen I followed the van with my eye watching to see if it was going to stop as it did NOT seem so for a bit as I didn’t see the brake light for about 4-5 second or so then it finally stop. I was still in shock and I then realized what had happened and that I was hit on the gas tank side of my car and I freaked out, took seat belt off-man I hate remembering this-and crawled out the passager side. Long story short since then I have been going through a lot of treatment and extra bullshit that cause other problems. My own insurance company was a bunch of assholes too and did some pretty fucked up shit and I will be writing a review about them once I find a different insurance. I even had to stop treatment that was helping me get better.

Anyway, I been having problems completing my classes in my masters program at Colorado Technical University as due to the above mentioned. It sucks because I know I can do well as I maintained a 4.0 in most of my classes when I did my bachelors degree from the same school. It because I can’t sit for long periods of time and now I having vision problems due to my eye disease called Keratoconus which I had for quite some time but was diagnosed 8 years ago. Because of the accident I haven’t been able to afford eye care or to even get my eyes checked even though I got had got a job where I got more hours and higher wage but it was hard to even do that as I kept missing a lot of work. I wa sstill job hunting in the beginning as I was trying to get a job in my degree of study but stop searching after a while as I was missing a lot of work at my current job. I ended up getting fired and I haven’t been fired from a job in a long time. I have an eye appoint coming up so hopefully it helps then I can just focus on making sitting as comfortable as possible well I’m going to get going as I’m starting to have a hard time seeing my screen now and my low back is starting to hurt.

Talk to ya guy later. as you can see I don’t posted as much as I would like too due to the above LOL

First posted here: https://russlk.blogspot.com/2015/08/long-time-no-post-school-for-me-is.html

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Long time no post school for me is starting soon.

Well it has been a while since I had last posted but I’ve been pretty busy lately and had a massive computer failure with my custom pc gaming PC. I will go into more details on that a bit later as soon as I get all the images of the new build. I will say I had to replace almost every single component but the tower case.

I also start my master program here on August 16, 2015 which I’m nervous and excited. I’ve been having to get some tests done before I start class but with the computer failure and still having a lot of issues with sitting for a long period of time. I haven’t even had a chance to look for grant and scholarships yet to try and get as mush of my schooling paid for. but that hasn’t happened yet. I also have to get a ergonomic chair with full support for my back as mentioned in a previous post I have upper and lower back issues from a car accident where I was hit by a FEDEx van at 60 mile per hour or at least that what the driver had said to the Sheriff that showed up to the accident scene. This happened in 2012 and sucks ass as I still have lots of problems because of this shit.

Sorry just frustrated with the situation.

Anyways, that kind of what has been going on. I will be posted about my computer build here soon as I have a bunch of image of my first computer rebuild. I had gutted everything out and got images of each.

Thanks for reading

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The everyday issues living with back/neck pain and spine problems

So as mentioned my introduction post I’ve been dealing with a back/neck/spinal injury from a car accident I had got into back on Oct 20, 2012 which was 8 days before my birthday. So needless to say my birthday is sometimes hard to deal with as a lot of things that I like to do are limited and/or can’t even do anymore at this time.

Anyways, I’ve been dealing with this injury for a long time. I tried and have gone through multiple treatments and tried just about everything. I find that there are a few things that work but only work partly. When it comes down to I prefer to stay as holistic/natural as possible. But the problem with that is that most insurance companies don’t like stuff like chiropractic and massage therapy. Or acupuncture which I have not tried yet as I will most likely have to pay for it out of my pocket. I have done chiropractic and massage therapy which I had to stop because of reasons I’ve been advised not to discuss but I will say that my insurance company is covering my medical bills right now though some thing I had to have covered by Washington Apple Health. I will say I’m not happy with my insurance company. But that will be all I say at this time. I’m back into my chiropractic treatment again but I’m only able to afford once a week at this time as I’ve been paying for it out of my pocket. I’ve gone through multiple injections like nerve blocks and trigger point injections, a few different prescriptions but I would like to get off it as now it feel like a band-aide and I feel it is making symptoms worse and/or causing new ones. At this time I only take Nortriptyline 25mg nightly which is suppose to help me sleep which had done so in the beginning. I take a lot of herbal supplements like triphala power, turmeric to help with going to the bathroom and inflammation. This does help too. But I’ve also been doing a lot of research in to other alternative holistic healing methods.

So long story short I will say that at the current standing I have multiple bulging disc from my neck down to my lumbar area. There also a disc degeneration in the lumbar area and a facet degeneration in cervical spine. I also have an EMG coming up to see if I have any nerve damage and such.

I will say that today I’m having a bit of a hard time and it’s even hard to sit here and type this post. My pain scale is 7 and I feel really nauseated like I’m going to throw up.

Well thanks for reading though I don’t care if you read this or not. This blog is more for myself then anything.

I first posted this on this blog here: https://russlk.blogspot.com/2015/04/the-everyday-issues-living-with.html