Life with pain and limitations

So first this is going to be a multi-post meaning it will have more then one topic. This is because I have a lot going on and I kind of need to write as well for more then one reason. First I posted my job blog post on this site in the Craigslist resume section to one increase my views and also start trying to get a different and better paying jobs that cares and works well with person’s with disabilities as that is what I am. Here is the Craigslist posting: https://spokane.craigslist.org/res/d/about-that-time-to-get-better/6701339654.html I’m only looking of work in the Spokane, Wa US area unless remote work is available.  Also I wanted to state that soon I will be having a premium member access and payment options soon to help cover costs of running the site and if I run into any issues with my posts. Although, I do my best to be right in that I as well as the site never intent to harm anyone but in some sense people do it to themselves and what goes around comes around is what I truly believe and maybe it is because of some of the things I have seen throughout my life.

Anyways, so today I’m in a lot of extra pain and it hurts like hell. I don’t have my actual medical records available at this time to give you guys what is actually going on but I will say I have bulging disc from my neck down to my butt. and some compression on my annular cord in my thoracic area. Today it really hurts at times to a point it makes me want to to give up as it so unconformable and makes it hard to move. And let me put it this way. I work 47 hours a week on average and one day off a week. This is part of the raise I want a different job or where I’m making enough running my own company I don’t need to work for anyone else. Right now I’m trying to make it and deal with it as much as I can. All this shit because of a car accident and now I have to deal with this for the rest of my life. I am thankful for the amount of tools and medicine have available and the help. Thank you for reading my complaining. Today is just one of those days where I’m in a lot of extra pain.

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Life Surprises Me All The Time, But Not Always Something I like, Damn Human nature

Most of the time in life I’m usually pretty easy going and was more so before I had got a major injury that has affected the rest of my life. I was injured in a car accident with FedEx and to this day I regret settling my case instead of going full force law suit. But the amount of stress and the extra bullshit from the  case and my own legal team that I actually still have stress issues and anxiety and anger with. But I know for what goes around comes around. I will never stop believing that as I’ve seen enough in my life to know that it does. Anyways, so I was hit by a FedEx van that was going 60 mph on Highway 395 just outside Deer Park, Wa heading into Spokane to go to work at Walmart on north Colton in the city of Spokane United States. I suffered multiple bulging disc from my neck down to my lumbar spine. This happen in 2012 and I still have issues to this day and it’s never going away. But I’m doing my best to manage my pain and doing pretty good for the most part. But I have a bulging disc in my neck, I think like 2. I have 2 in I think in my thoracic spine with some slight compression on my spine between T7=8 and T8-9. I also have some bugling disc in my lumbar I think one disc is slightly degenerated. I would have to look at my MRI stuff. Anyways I might go more into detail about this later on in a later post of something.

So as you can see I have a lot of issues including a degenerative eye issue called keratoconus which I had all my life pretty much. Basically I don’t have as good of vision as most people. You could say I’m pretty damn disabled and yet I fee and have bee told that I work harder then most healthy people. I’m in pain all the time but do my best to maintain it. But its not always possible especially when your like me and work a crap ton of hours. I’m pretty much working overtime most of the time since Black Friday of last 2017. So I work a lot of hours for a company called Kellermeyer Bergensons Services where I’m a Crew Lead in their janitorial area of services and have been for a while now. About a year and half. I also run my own business since 2010. It doesn’t make much money but it starting too and trying to kick it up a notch. I have a 4 year degree, majored in Software systems engineering and minor in business management. But I have issues sitting for long periods of time now because of my car accident injury. So I don’t really work in my field of study except for my business. And I am getting management type experience from KBS (short for Kellermeyer Bergensons Services), but my experience working for them hasn’t always been the greatest. And by next year I’ll be making minimum wage again for boss work. I have asked for a raise many times.

LOL I’m always looking for the better opportunity here is my current resume located on my own secure web server for the most part ran by me with some limitations of root access: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdf

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PTC/GPT Issues Payment Processors So on

So as I had mentioned in a previous post that I was starting to get back into making money online. And my previous blog where I had just focused on blogging about what this post is about, making money online. But I’ve been offline and not into for a bit because of personal and health reasons. Money is the other part for my 2 web sites. Blogs and everything, I couldn’t afford to keep them online. Now that I’m starting to kick it up a notch with things like my business and this site and my music and other creative things that I enjoy doing but just have been able to focus on them for a while due to being injury from a car accident back in 2012 and to this day I still have lots of issues but I’m maintaining it as best as I can. Anyways here is the kick of post if you haven’t seen it: http://www.thoughtsofeverything.org/making-extra-money/getting-back-involved-in-ptc-gpt-traffic-exchanges/

So as I start to check what sites I was doing before are still around and haven’t turned scam I see Paypal freezing lots of very trusted PTC and GPT which is short for Paid to Click and Get paid to which has been happening before I was not focus. The biggest part of the problem is the amount of scammers out there.  And in this type of world there is a lot more because it is so easy to do so. And it even made it hard for my 2 sites which are not online right now. I plan on bring them back, in fact I bring to try and prove these type of site can be real businesses. I’m planning on paying out all old debit on sites so that when I relaunch they have zero balance. My 2 sites were Offers And Clicks and the other was Atomic PTC which when I bought it it was .info and there was another site with the same name that had a dot com which was ran by a scammer. Someone bought my .info domain  and even tried to sell it back to me (what a fag) after I put all the hard work in to building up the traffic. Well I now own the domain for the dot com of Atomic PTC as I will do justice to my brand that I bought when I bought the PTC web site. I bought Offers And Clicks to but I still own at least one of the original domains for it. it really really effing sucks because these type of things are good for those people who have a disability and can’t really work. Anyways to top it off Payza which when I first started using Payza it had been called Alertpay – has been hit with money laundering which is a payment processor  that is used by honest business and people as well. I don’t know what went on but I have money in my Payza account just like a lot of other people. It stupid that if that charges are true a company such Payza can allow or do such activists which is ruining it for everyone. Using bitcoin I believe too.

Anyways I post more information as I get updates. Soon I will be doing training and scam watching so it a must to stay tuned LOL

 

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