Sometimes You Got To Just Step Outside And See The Big Picture

Hellos everyone, Ru-Kun here with what is going to be a more serious post about some pretty serious subject matter and this is just what I currently going through. First, I want to say this issue or situation has being going on for over a year since transferring to this store that I currently clean at for my job.  First off and I will probably say this again later on in this post but I have never been more thankful in my life than I am now considering the shit I’m dealing with.

Bullying and discrimination happen all the time and everywhere. It’s a big problem in society and I have never knew how much of a problem it is until the current situation where I’m having to test myself in keeping cool. Maybe, it because of all the bullying I had gone through in my life. I didn’t have as many friends for the longest time and was picked on during most of my school life. But throughout my life I have made some good friends that I would never have been able to get through everything I have gone through in my life. When I think about that I get sad as I then think about those who don’t have what I had like close friends and good people around me and are struggling with bullying. But still continues because of fucking societies bullshit of that is how life is. This time in the work environment, not ok. Dealing with for over a year. To top it off I’m damn disabled from a car accident though not labeled federally still in pain everyday. But I work pretty damn hard that half of the healthy people I see out there cry over a headache. Stupid shit

So anyways further details to the life of Ru-Kun follow post of message me LOL I have more people supposed to be write for the site but they haven’t posted shit yet. I just more or less want to be thankful for being as blessed as I am and sorry for those who are innocent. The thing I’m thankful for the most is my old boss who was the regional manager if it weren’t for him being my boss for the incident I was involved in I would have never had back-up or a defense for the issues as it involved racism and it would have messed up the rest of my life seriously. So this is where I’m coming close to need to get a different thing. Though, I would rather doing my own thing which thoughts of everything is included but I’m in the process of the start of that with as I got part time work at my buddy’s awesomely yummy pizza place.  Best damn pizza in Spokane, Wa Market Street Pizza Parlor (click here for Facebook page) if your local come in. And if you visit from out of town come in great family pizza place and hand tossed pizzas’, brink oven cooked get your ass in there. I get more hours that way and I wold like to see it go big and I want to be part of that depending on future plans. I only get part time  Thank you Market Street Pizza Parlor owners, you guys have been my friends for a long while and also thank you my old boss. You will know who you are as I will share this post with you :-). Anyways, I just wanted to be thankful for all those who have blessed my life including my future wifey.

Thank you for reading  and also thanks for clicking on the Facebook link and if you liked awesome now come in and eat visit Spokane for this pizza LOL Thanks LOL Have an awesome day.

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Getting Close to Closing On the House Plans & My Plans for New Job

Hello everyone Ru-Kun here so I first want to say that we are getting close to closing on the house (i.e. thoughts of everything’s home office. And I can wait as I’m planning on getting a new job with my buddy’s pizza place. But I am always looking for the better opportunity LOL here is my resume: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdf if you text me I answer faster.  I do remote work as well. BTW this is the uncensored side so sorry not sorry but if you here you don’t care unless viewing an ad for my site as I do advertise when I can to increase views. Anyways, I’m just tired of my job and tired of trying to please people who are either full of hate from the lie  or are part in the lie that was spread all the way to my employer/boss. Even though it was a racist statement. Anyways, more discussion is available in member only or paid members areas. So I rather work for myself but that takes time and THANK YOU for your view as your help just by visit if you allowed the jsecoin miner which helps keep the site running. Anyways since we are also close to closing the loan for my house and our main office LOL and also my birthday is on 28th heck ya. I’m hoping to be working for my buddy and purchasing a share in the business to help it grow into a franchise. Once we close for this house then I can give my current company my 2 weeks as they enable bullying within the company and big time with their customers they allow them to complain about someone if they don’t like their shoes. I’m so glad I forget I have a call recorder app on my phone as I recorded the HR call. Stupid shit. But I’m planning on having a new job soon  and starting to kick thing up and do my own thing with Rust Of All Trades where i can implement anti bullying policies and maybe even have personal surveillance for employees to get of that he said she said shit.

Last bit of information we have 2 new staff who hopefully soon you will start to see come and post on the site. They can moderate forums and comments as well. I will let them introduce themselves either here and/or in the forums.

Thanks for reading.

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First Mow of the Season Couple Weeks Back Thoughts Of Everything Main Office

So I have been getting  and having fun making videos and doing this being a creative thing. Maybe I just want to be a creative. LOL At this moment I just want to start being able to do my own thing which is why I’ve been kicking things up a notch. So the follow random video I Rukun made of the first lawn mow of the season at the office of Thoughts Of Everything. It’s nice that I got a little honey bee working in the video as well. I made the video for Thoughts of Everything and my other part of the company Rutakus/Rust of All Trades where I’m planning on provide lawn care/landscaping services. But I will be providing “green” sustainable service. At least that will be my goal. Also to set the mood for finally getting our thoughts of everything youtube channel branded. Please subscribe here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiZKXVdJ4O-976_3w4bJAVg

This is where we will be posting all of out videos and where this below video of our first office. Stay tuned and watch us grow into something awesome.

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As Of Today We Cancelled Our Server hosted on Asura Hosting Rust of All Trade’s Server

Hello readers and users. So some of you may have noticed some downtime as the recent. I had moved all my web sites on my business server including Thoughts of Everything to a new server through my reseller web site Rutakus Domains which is part of my company as at the moment Thoughts of Everything is as well. But thoughts of everything isn’t a for profit site as it cost money running this site but I don’t care it is still fun. Anyways, I had moved this site from Asura Hosting because of too many issues, downtime, etc to put it short. All in all the hosting was cheap and for the most part can work for site that don’t have a lot of needs such as a html site. But I had a lot of issues and had to keep coming back and opening the same support tickets for the same thing it seemed. Things that some of the scripts powering some of my websites, for example some of my for profit business sites use licensed code that is encode with ioncube and needs the ioncube loader to decode the encrypted code for PHP to be able to run the script. Lots of downtime and database crashes. I’ve been doing this long enough to know how much downtime one could aspect but then again maybe I sign up at the wrong time. But I had a year of hosting with a reseller package and I did get enough time to fully test.

Though I will not used Asura Hosting again they still can work for you as for cheap hosting: You can give it a go here: Asura Hosting and by clicking here and making a purchase still support us as we earn affiliate commissions.

Also Thoughts of everything paid access members get access to all of our support tickets full text. We had open about 20 support tickets in our year of hosting with Asura Hosting. I plan on having a paid access member files for things such as this so people can judge for themselves and I can recoup my loses of web site traffic and other such things that can occur in a business or any web site downtime. Want PAID ACCESS click here: What is Paid Access and How to Get It

Thank if you paid or donated

Anyways guys thank you very much for reading a visiting this site. If you want to comment, register and join in. If you had a site like this I would join your site.  LOL

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Time to Start Kicking My Business Up A Notch

So I kicking things up a notch with my company and brand ideas so I decided to setup a gofundme to get fund for my business and as well to help prepared for the possible of surgery i.e. make sure my company can run with some employees while I recover. This may not happen in which I have an idea to start a kind of disability or something for employees such as myself who have disabilities. Anyways, this is what I think is need to start. Here is the gofundme link for my business idea: https://www.gofundme.com/rust-of-all-tradesrutakus

So it goes to say I’ve been in business on and off since 2010 and was in a bad car accident in 2012 where I got permanent back and spine issues with multiple bulging discs from my neck down to my lower back and I still bust my ass harder then some of these healthy fuckers. I do work another job but part of this money is so I can slowly work my way into focusing more on my services and products I already provide and get more inventory to sell as well.

Lately, my brain seems to have been running in overdrive to start try and kick things up a notch to start growing my business and try something new with my ideas. More or less because I find working for other business/people/etc where your nothing but a number and/or just don’t give a shit. So here at Thoughts Of Everything I will be uncensored here because there is just a lot of things that irritate me to no end with work life and other things going on in the world. This web site help me because I can careless if you actually read my post because I know there is always something for someone to read on Thoughts of Everything.

Anyways as Thoughts of Everything is part of my business in that this site if for my creative stuff and hell posting or blogging is in a way creative but this is the home for my music. So Thoughts of Everything is more for me but as soon as I have less time for admin stuff on the site I would like to be able to pay a couple other people to do the admin stuff so I can focus on the creative side of this site and my music. And this is part of the idea I have for Productions of the Human Mind which is also one of my brands/tradenames.

But the main idea is to create a kind of jack of all trades thing. My company name has been Rutakus pronouced Roo-taku-us and has been computer repair/sales and domain name/web hosting reseller for a while. I’m currently playing with my up coming new name Rust of All Trades. Right now my business is making enough money to maintain all current company bills and still have some income but at this this not enough to survive off of where i can leave my current job and be able to focus on providing service and thinking of new innovative ideas.

Anyways today is my nephew’s birthday who took his own life at a young age. Happy Birthday Travis Crane. I love and miss you man.

Thanks for reading everyone and if you donate to my gofundme please let me know and I will give you paid access on this site.

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Sometimes I Think My Mind is Going to break

Moments like this I so glad for technology and well I’m very glad for this blog for many reasons. This most important is that I can say things with our fear of my words being changed around to benefit someone else. Or that anxiety or sensation like feeling of people are not really listening to you. Most of the time it doesn’t bother me as most of us do this to others even me. Though I try my best and I hate when I don’t listen and once it get hard to break. The thing I understand as based off everything I experienced throughout my life is that most people don’t like being ignored. Most humans are social and all of us have experienced someone not listening to you. It happens but lately I have come to the understanding that you can tell if a person gives a shit or not. First, you got to remember everyone’s brains work differently and when a person is really like really focused on some sort of task, they are most likely not going to hear everything. I know from my own experience of this on both sides, like when I catch myself doing it or others doing it to me. Now this is where it can take some time to know or see when a social interaction with another person is more stress and anxiety then it is worth. I’ve always loved the 3 times is a charm thing as I’ve kind of used that as my rule of thumb for somethings. This instance would be social interactions that seem sour or not response back. I don’t know I just notice it more and catch myself before I waste energy. I’m not saying be an asshole or something.

Well I’ve seem to be in the probably the shittest of shit situations I have ever been in. And because of this I’m believe in karma and how people don’t think about how their actions affect everyone and everything. The situation I’m watching unfold gives me the most absolute deepest sadness in more then one way. I’ve never felt this before and in a way. My mom had said something to me about something else a while back “think about how your actions affect others“. I’ve told myself I’ve always wanted to watch karma truly unfold to people who do things that are just not right. Now I’m regretting as stated I’m truly sad and depressed as well as I feel like I’m continuously walking on egg shells. It sucks when I bust my ass too to overcome the walking on egg shell when I’m in constant pain with bulging discs from my neck down to my lumbar from a car accident in 2012. I feel bad for all the other affect by this retarded shit that should have never fucking happened to me in the first place.

The thing is I’ve kind of always been bullied so I can see through people’s actions a bit more. But because my love for knowledge, science, and facts I take more deeper looks at things and situations as one understanding I do have is most people are good. Just at that dumbass stage in their lives. Though the person or persons who said the statements that lead to this entire situation are bad people. That I know for sure. I just wish that it had never happened but I know I can’t make others do things or not fucking lie.

Anyways, thank you for reading. if you don’t know what I’m talking about go a head and contact me here: Contact the creator or read this article which is the only other public post about this situation.

This didn’t just hurt me as a person but also a business owner as well. It makes it hard for me to try and promote my own thing or even want to talking about myself around them as I never know if someone is changing my words around. Not only did I not deserve this is a prime example of one of our problems in society. Bullying which is the cause of mental issues including anxiety and depression.

Thanks again for reading.

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Well It’s Getting Closer to the End of the Month

Well It’s Getting Closer to the End of the Month

Well there really isn’t much going on in the back end of my site as I have been busy with my other web sites and my other job so I haven’t hadn’t too much time to tinker around in the back end of Thoughts of Everything. But I have been keeping things up to date with WordPress and the plugins that I have installed. I’m thinking of have my company make plugins for WordPress as I can’t seem to find all the one I want or lack some functionality I need. For right now we got want we need. Right now there isn’t a lot of active members which is nice because I haven’t got the forums all the way done or working with my design. Things are starting to get caught up but I might be looking into hiring someone for my company here soon. As I think it’s time to kick things up a notch so I can focus on some of my hobbies more like this site, writing, music and just other random shit. Being damn limited with shitty ass pain all the time sucks and with the holidays and Black Friday shit is just a little bit more hurting. One day off a week as well. And man fuck I hurt. Normally I wouldn’t allow words beyond shit and ass for public view but that explains my pain levels after this week. Anyways, that’s it for the moment I’m getting a bit tired and I do have to be up early for work. Thanks for reading.

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Happy Thanksgiving to those Who Celebrate.

Happy Thanksgiving to those Who Celebrate.

Happy Thanksgiving

Hello readers and bots alike LOL. Well, today here in the US is Thanksgiving Day and also Black Friday stuff too. What sucks is though I do get to spend most of the day at home I still have to work at 5pm to 3am PST to night. And I’m the lead cleaner for KBS at Kohls so I planning for a really busy evening tonight. But I’m thankful that I have a job. I have a loving pretty girlfriend in my life I will marry this girl. A good family without them I wouldn’t be where I am today.  Despite all the shit going on in the world we all still have it pretty good. Heck I’m thankful for the dumb asses that keep trying to hack this web site as it allow me to test out different security options though I just wish I didn’t have to do it to begin with but can trust some human. Anyways thanks for reading  and you all have a nice day.

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Everybody Slacking

So as you guys can see my slacking on posting or writing anything has been on pretty obvious at the late. We maybe I don’t think I write enough. Maybe, it because I busting my ass for slave wages. But either way while I try and make my way through this reality I do the best I can even though in my mind it is never good enough or what ever. Maybe I just want to write part of the time who knows. But I have a lot on my plate lately and I wish I could write more for you guys to read.

So before I go on to a random typing I first want to say I have got a new ptc site that I own called Epic PTC and I reopened my other site Atomic PTC. I still have one more in the process as I import the users and data from the old database to the new database as the site ran on an old script but will be running Evolution Script 5.3. But we plan on having our other site Offers And Clicks opened up soon. I’ve been hard at work on these 3 sites and I’m doing my best to hurry up as I got other web sites to work on as well. I know once my web sites are in order I can focus on posting and working on content for this site and my other hobby stuff.  LOL With this being said I have had a lot of hack attempts again – well it’s always happening – but it don’t matter as all ip are logged and I started contacting ISP and what not. I plan on sharing any findings with you guys here soon if my investigations go right.

So on top of the other work I do work another job which I hope to soon have enough business for my own company and sub company’s brand/trade names that I won’t have to work there. But it been getting hard with the cold weather and my back and neck injury making hard as hell to get sleep at night and some times even get any work done and with KBS to keep people happy you really have to bust your ass for little. But I am very thankful as I’m using everything thing I learn and the thing I don’t like I plan on avoiding with in my company as I’m transforming in to a rust of all trades type of company but I will still use Rutakus as it started it all. The Rust of all Trades domain points the Rutakus domain. I kind of excited about my company idea as I plan on trying to be as “green” and sustainable as possible with my company. I also have I bunch of ideas I plan on incorporating but I’m not going public with that. I just hope it goes well as I will be able to take care of family and myself plus also employ others to help them support themselves and treat them like people and individuals rather then a number. Anyways, I know it’s late but Happy November people I hope you having a good day when you read this. Time for me to go to bed as my ass has to get up early for work at KBS in  the morning.

Thanks for reading!

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Well it’s the End of the Month Pretty Much October Baby, My Birth Month.

Well I must first say I’m sorry for not posting everyday or at least a lot then I have this month. Life get in the way and sometimes and somethings have to be pushed back while moving other things forward. And since I’m trying my damnest to grow my own company which I’m in the process of transforming into a “of all trades” type of thing. In fact my business Rutakus will also be known as Rust of All Trades but it will still bring you to Rutakus web site and will be that way for who know how long. Maybe forever LOL. But regardless I’m trying to do my own thing as right now I also work another job which as most of us know we are just another number by most companies, KBS or Kellermeyer Bergensons Services is no different. I’m disabled but not label so by my government as I attempted not long after losing my job because of my car accident injury injury issues that I still have to this day. This car accident happened around my birthday so it does make things kind of shittier at times but I manage. I wish I wouldn’t had settled with my law suite but part of it is do the god damn bastards who fake injuries for money and the shitty companies and people who were involved in this law suite. But I forgive their stupid greedy ass what goes around comes around. Same thing can be said about all the recent people that have been trying to hack this web site. I do my best to maintain the site and keep it secure. I actually plan on getting a SSL cert soon to secure user sessions more but Thoughts of Everything is doing pretty good. I have a pretty large blacklist of ip address of suspected people trying to hack the site or spam the site. Contact me if you want some of my blacklist. I will share as I stand against spam and unethical hacking.

Anyways that it’s for the moment I kind of hurting in my spine a little bit. Thank you guys for reading.

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Welcome to October 2018

Welcome to October readers. Sorry I haven’t posted that much last month but this is how it’s going to be for a bit while I try and get more time for focusing my my own company and web sites. This included as it something I’m really starting to enjoy. Well, I have been enjoying it for a while, but the word blog and blogging still sounds like a weird word to me. So first I would like to say that here soon I will be setup up an almost kind of premium member for some content which will cost a small fee of a $1.00 for a life time membership. Your basically help me cover my running cost for the site and content access to non public content. Basically content that is a little bit more sensitive. The second and third things I love about October is my birthday is this month and it’s also one of my favorite holidays Halloween. Anyways, this is it for the moment as I have to get ready to go to work 🙁  Thank you for reading. Don’t forget to register for an account so you can comment and be active in the forums which are member only.

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Life with pain and limitations

So first this is going to be a multi-post meaning it will have more then one topic. This is because I have a lot going on and I kind of need to write as well for more then one reason. First I posted my job blog post on this site in the Craigslist resume section to one increase my views and also start trying to get a different and better paying jobs that cares and works well with person’s with disabilities as that is what I am. Here is the Craigslist posting: https://spokane.craigslist.org/res/d/about-that-time-to-get-better/6701339654.html I’m only looking of work in the Spokane, Wa US area unless remote work is available.  Also I wanted to state that soon I will be having a premium member access and payment options soon to help cover costs of running the site and if I run into any issues with my posts. Although, I do my best to be right in that I as well as the site never intent to harm anyone but in some sense people do it to themselves and what goes around comes around is what I truly believe and maybe it is because of some of the things I have seen throughout my life.

Anyways, so today I’m in a lot of extra pain and it hurts like hell. I don’t have my actual medical records available at this time to give you guys what is actually going on but I will say I have bulging disc from my neck down to my butt. and some compression on my annular cord in my thoracic area. Today it really hurts at times to a point it makes me want to to give up as it so unconformable and makes it hard to move. And let me put it this way. I work 47 hours a week on average and one day off a week. This is part of the raise I want a different job or where I’m making enough running my own company I don’t need to work for anyone else. Right now I’m trying to make it and deal with it as much as I can. All this shit because of a car accident and now I have to deal with this for the rest of my life. I am thankful for the amount of tools and medicine have available and the help. Thank you for reading my complaining. Today is just one of those days where I’m in a lot of extra pain.

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About that Time to Get a Better Job

Well the time has come to find a better job that can offer me a better opportunity to earn more money as I know I’m under paid for my knowledge, work skills and ethics. I’m a very hard worker despite me being basically disabled with back/neck injury/issues and keratoconus in my eyes. I’m basically working two jobs right now. One is my own business which is nice that I can make my own hours. My second job I have been at for almost 2 years at the time of this post. The company I work for is Kellermeyer Bergensons Services and I am a Crew Lead. It’s about that time to change my job as I have many reason for this. But the big thing is that I have asked for a raise meany times so that I paid the minimum lead wage but I get no answer. Next year I will be at minimum wage and I know I’m underpaid regardless KBS doesn’t care about their employees. It has been a good learning experience as it shows me things that either one I don’t want in my business or two something I would like to change in the business world.

Besides the skills listed in my resume, I have good research skills for what needs are needed. For example being able to look up manuals or how-tos for maintaining equipment and such. Basically knowing how to use all of the available tools at ones disposal. I also have data entry skills with not just Microsoft Office but also knowledge and skills using OpenOffice and LibraOffice. I’m also a very good team player and I like to push other to work as a team. I do what it takes to get things done but in a safe and efficient matter.

So here is my web site running skills. These are the web site I run besides this one
https://www.rutakus.net/

https://shop.rutakusdomains.com/

https://www.atomicptc.com/

https://www.epicptc.com/

https://www.offersandclicks.com/

https://www.rutakuspixel.com/

http://teamjr.org

https://support.rutakus.net/

https://store.rutakus.net/

So here is my resume: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdf

Contact me here is you would like to hire me for work: http://www.thoughtsofeverything.org/contact-the-creator/ and make sure you add my email to your safe list creator[@]thoughtsofeverything.org remove these [ ].

Also I will state if you would rather hire me through my own business where I accept custom type services so you don’t have to worry about overtime use the above contact link as well. If you call me you must leave a voicemail. All calls are screened as my number is a business number as well. I also can do remote work if you have remote jobs available. I have a good internet connect and computers.

 

 

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Life Surprises Me All The Time, But Not Always Something I like, Damn Human nature

Most of the time in life I’m usually pretty easy going and was more so before I had got a major injury that has affected the rest of my life. I was injured in a car accident with FedEx and to this day I regret settling my case instead of going full force law suit. But the amount of stress and the extra bullshit from the  case and my own legal team that I actually still have stress issues and anxiety and anger with. But I know for what goes around comes around. I will never stop believing that as I’ve seen enough in my life to know that it does. Anyways, so I was hit by a FedEx van that was going 60 mph on Highway 395 just outside Deer Park, Wa heading into Spokane to go to work at Walmart on north Colton in the city of Spokane United States. I suffered multiple bulging disc from my neck down to my lumbar spine. This happen in 2012 and I still have issues to this day and it’s never going away. But I’m doing my best to manage my pain and doing pretty good for the most part. But I have a bulging disc in my neck, I think like 2. I have 2 in I think in my thoracic spine with some slight compression on my spine between T7=8 and T8-9. I also have some bugling disc in my lumbar I think one disc is slightly degenerated. I would have to look at my MRI stuff. Anyways I might go more into detail about this later on in a later post of something.

So as you can see I have a lot of issues including a degenerative eye issue called keratoconus which I had all my life pretty much. Basically I don’t have as good of vision as most people. You could say I’m pretty damn disabled and yet I fee and have bee told that I work harder then most healthy people. I’m in pain all the time but do my best to maintain it. But its not always possible especially when your like me and work a crap ton of hours. I’m pretty much working overtime most of the time since Black Friday of last 2017. So I work a lot of hours for a company called Kellermeyer Bergensons Services where I’m a Crew Lead in their janitorial area of services and have been for a while now. About a year and half. I also run my own business since 2010. It doesn’t make much money but it starting too and trying to kick it up a notch. I have a 4 year degree, majored in Software systems engineering and minor in business management. But I have issues sitting for long periods of time now because of my car accident injury. So I don’t really work in my field of study except for my business. And I am getting management type experience from KBS (short for Kellermeyer Bergensons Services), but my experience working for them hasn’t always been the greatest. And by next year I’ll be making minimum wage again for boss work. I have asked for a raise many times.

LOL I’m always looking for the better opportunity here is my current resume located on my own secure web server for the most part ran by me with some limitations of root access: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdf

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