Friends & The People Who Come Around Who You think Are Friends By Ru-Kun

Hello everyone and how is it going today? I hope you guys are doing well and being safe out there. I’m, doing ok, just stressed out a little bit and probably going to be a little depressed as I write this blog post as it going to be a little hard to write about. At times it felt like something is trying to stop me from writing this post. In fact I created this post about a week maybe after my wedding and having really been able to work on it since then. But I have created other content so I still have been able to get stuff posted on the site.

Now first I’m going to say that at the age of 42 I’m still learning new things and what not including human behaviors. At this age I had thought some people in my life would have a a little bit more consideration, thoughts, and other all respect for such a friendship. Fuck, I don’t know. Maybe I’m just having a hard time trying to figure out how to explain it. But one thing I have always found is that when it come to anything in human nature actions speak louder then words. A lot of people seem to only do things when they get something in return or some sort of benefit from such a situation. I’m really just at a loss of words of how to explain this above so I’m sorry if I’m not making this clear. So I will just jump into the situation that prompted me to write this although I would have written a different style post as I kind of want to write something out of my experiences of life that could hopefully help others. 

So anyways, over the years I thought my group of friends were close enough to be considered true friends. Over the years my some people who were friends seem to have exited my life for one reason or another, most reason are for fucked up shit like stealing, lack of care of support of whatever, like goals and what not. Sad, reality is a lot of my life I done just that for others, no always because no one is perfect, but I don my best to try and raise up others I care or cared about. I would like to go in to this a bit further but I want to leave that from another post/time as I’m planning on sharing my story of my life and some of the shit I have been through or seen/experienced. 

So, for most of all your readers out there I recently had my wedding to my best friend and love of my life and in fact my very first wedding at 42 years old. I’ll be 43 soon. Now we planned it for a year, maybe a bit longer but we did plan ahead and in the beginning I starting asking my friends and family that I thought would most likely to say yes. Those I thought would say yes did and with that being said they were that first ones I had got on my coming list. Then, some people I contacted that I thought might come. Some gave answers or maybes other didn’t even respond, it kind of frustrated me. I have a hard time focusing on things with the amount of stuff I got going on including doing my best to overcome what covid has done to my small little business and projects including this Thoughts Of Everything project. Now, fucking not getting answers made it harder for me to finish gathering thing I needed and what so some invites went out a bit later. Also, it seem as if some people didn’t even get an invite when I sent them out or at least that is what I was told. One even said he got his opened with a bunch of other mail in a big envelope after I had brought him a second one which sucked as my awesome and beautiful wifey put some time into them. Like magic, bitches LOL.

But either way, I had good size list of people that said they were going to come and good amount of people from my supposedly group of friends. It’s hard to say what kind of shit went on but either way this article is how it turned out and prompt for my post creation as stated earlier. Now we got head counts the closer my wife and I had got out head counts of who was coming the closer it got to the wedding as we had to make sure to have enough food and seating. Now a couple people RSVPed back to whether they were going or not some did but I knew they said they were coming. 

Now the closer we got to the wedding the closer we were needing to get thing done and rehearse how the ceremony would go and with this being said  I contact the ones who were supposed to be in my wedding party and let them know we were having a that Sunday a couple day before May 17, 2022. I didn’t really ask for much let alone had any of my friends help out for my wedding. One friend who is the one of my wedding party told me he wasn’t coming at this point. This fine as he told and let me know a head time and there was a fix in the number of horned cups we order for all those in the wedding party. Now I still didn’t hear back from the other wedding party member at this point for the wedding rehearsal. Wedding rehearsal day beside my awesome family, one friend from my wedding party showed up and helped out with out being asked Thank you True Doz’ia you are a true friend. I did hear from another friend before this about him possible getting 

Wedding day is here and the ceremony was planned to be at 1pm. @Vivicawolf and I got there pretty earlier to get ready and people started showing up around 10ish-11isham. Pictures were suppose to be at 12pm. True Doz’ia show up as he was the one I decided to have as my witness and one of my groomsmen. Thank god I didn’t choose the other person to be my witness. Now the closer we got to picture time 3 groups of my friends were not there yet one being part of my groomsmen. So we did pictures without him as we couldn’t wait any longer. The time is a little bit after 1pm when we are suppose be doing the ceremony the 3 group of friends did not show up, one supposed to be my groomsmen. Now we decided to start the ceremony with out them. BTW Still heard nothing from any of them, fucking stupid. Now, I finally heard from the long lost groomsmen is a Facebook comment on a picture I posted after we did the ceremony. Basically, one friend and his wife I never met showed up and my family. God damned awful one friend of the supposedly the so called big group of friends I have. Kind of hurtful as well. Lot of my family said those people aren’t my friends. Kind of show it to me as well But it is kind of hurtful. Though, my year behind me has also slightly desensitize to this kind of bullshit.

I will say this blog post was pretty hard to write but I’m glad I did. Now like said earlier I plan on writing my story a bit more but I plan on making them member only post to get you to create an account on our site and something things discuss might not be so public/NSFW so that what I plan. I seen a lot of bullshit in my life and been bullied a lot during my school year so maybe if can help someone else but maybe to also help myself. Now I also want to mention that my step kid came out as my trans son with his best man speech which was important for him and was super hard because my wife’s family is super Republican’s and conservative. Even sat their table and talked shit about him while he gave his speech which I was super fucking proud of. Now I wonder if those 3 groups of friends would have talked shit as well because they are also super republican/conservative. It’s hard to say because those assholes didn’t even some 2 never contacted me at all. Fuck them.

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Hell YA Buddy!!! I Got My 9th Payment From Cryptotab Browser

Hell YA Buddy!!! I Got My 9th Payment From Cryptotab Browser

Hellos you alls out there in the land of the internet. I hope you all are doing well and being safe out there. I’m doing ok, had a week off from work for my wedding with VivicaWolf who is now my beautiful wifey and of course your guys can read her writings on Thoughts Of Everything right here: https://www.thoughtsofeverything.org/category/creativity/writing/vivicawolf-writings/ where you can check out all her works and also share your feed back which is very much welcome. 

Now, I Rukun am glad to be writing this post as I’m getting closer to validating the legitmenacy of the Cryptotab Browser project which again I will remind you has been online for a while so life online plays a big factor and Cryptotab Browser is one of the first of its kind thus far in my current level of research done into this obviously at the date/time stamp of this post. But either way very promising project and because of this I own the pro version on my mobile device and also have a yearly subscription to the max version of Cryptotab on my mobile device as well. Tip, you can run both version on one device Thank you, Cryptotab Browser for doing this. 

Now another tip that I not sure if I had mentioned in previous posts is one being that almost all anti-virus, anti-spyware/adware and so on will label and quarantine Cryptotab. Now I can assure you it’s not a virus, or whatever unless you downloaded from another source not on Cryptotab’s website. Now I have put the link each time I mentioned the name meaning you can click Cryptotab or something similar and it will open a new window with a valid link. Yes, I earn from it but online when you sign up and become active. Now you can mine from a pretty decent PC/desktop for free using the software but you must add it to your anti-virus or other such program’s exclude list and if already in quarantine you must do some sort of restore file. Also, I have had experience with the browser closing it’s self sometimes when I start mining, so I found that if you keep reopening up, it will eventually stay open an mine. 

Now for the payment proof which like always it goes to my Coinbase account as that is where I have my Bitcoins of my short term holdings as I have a hardware wallet for my long time holdings and at the moment I’m holding all my Bitcoins from Cryptotab from my retirement. Now this payment was for 0.00009107 BTC and at the time of the transaction about $2.73 USD and here is my screenshot of this transaction (remember you can click image to view full screen).

Rukun's 9th payment from CryptotabSo if you would like to take a look further here is the whole transaction on the blockchain with others who also got paid it seems, see here: https://www.blockchain.com/btc/tx/b64496b356b64a23455a4ba0e9920334b371d44170d6ba7722c2ad74153f3a78. Now, this project for me is almost out of the Thoughts Of Everything testing list meaning we can fully say soon that this is verified program and soon Elite passive earning program. Now if you would like to join under me here is my referral link again which you can click here to join and start earning: https://cryptotabbrowser.com/32087702


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Well, I Tested Positive Covid, Got Sick As Shit And This Is My Experience

Hello everyone and how is it going today? I hope you all are being safe out there. LOL and yes I know I say this statement almost all the time if not all the time. But I guess that how I like to start my post, But, anyways, I still wish you all to be safe out there and if your have a Thoughts Of Everything user account maybe even comment on this post with random shit. Or not, it does matter, though I would love to see the Thoughts Of Everything community grow. Moving on.

So as the title of this post says I had tested positive for Covid19. Now first I will say my family and I do our best take prevent the spread of Covid, i.e. wearing a mask, washing hands and other such stuff. I’m also vaccinated but not boosted. My wifey is vaccinated and boosted. She got her booster right when we caught Covid. The fact of the matter is we had symptoms for about a week or 2 before and testing negative like the little shit was trying to hide itself from being detected LOL, jokes. So that was on the Jan 31, 2022 when I tested positive, but had symptoms for about week before. My wifey had symptoms for almost 2 weeks before testing positive and she tested positive before me but also gets tested more then I do due to the place she works at testing her all the time.

Now it’s hard to say where we got it as a lot of fucking don’t take shit seriously. I still see people not WASHING THEIR HANDS. Sadly it’s seem like half the world is dumb as shit, my county has a high number of them. But it really not the time to blame.

So, like I said both my pretty wifey and I had a pretty rough time. Both of us are vaccinated, but each of us has a different vaccine. She has the Pfizer (PFE stock code) vaccine and I had the Moderna (MRNA stock code) vaccine. But we both still had a pretty hard time for quite a few days. Both of us had stuff nose, sore throats, issues with breathing, muscle and body aches like no tomorrow. Tiredness like no tomorrow to the point that things like getting up to eat or drink was task and half. Sharp pains throughout my chest at random, around my lung and ribs.

Now I am finishing writing this post well after I had finished my required quarantine and feeling much better. But still having a small amount of issues like every so often have issues catching my breath, every so often still feeling pretty fatigued, and joint pain or body aches in random spots like wrists or other part of my body. Wrists were the only thing I can think as I had some pretty painful aches in my wrists. I still seem to be tired a lot easier can’t play videos as long and shit. I just hope the rest of this shit goes away, but FYI I’m pretty sure I’m negative as my wifey gets tested at work as stated earlier in this blog post and had to be negative to be able to come back to work. My case different as I just did the full 10 days but actually had to do a little longer because somethings on my leave of absence for Covid19 for work got messed up more then once. First time was my fault, then I not sure what happened after that but calling Amazon (AMZN stock code) HR sucks sometimes. But either way I plan to get my booster here soon was planning on doing  so before I got covid and I will say I wouldn’t wish this on anyone. 

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Super Ass Delayed Creator Bday Post So 2020 Like, Other Crap Behind The Scenes

Super Ass Delayed Creator Bday Post So 2020 Like, Other Crap Behind The Scenes

Hello how in the heck is everyone doing today/this evening as that is the time I’m writing this post. I started writing this post about some of the cleaning in the backend I’m doing and I ran across some images that I had uploaded and never posted about. The ones I will be showing in this post is from my birthday 2020 and yes it’s so damn 2020ish that my slacking ass is now posting about it. But really too me it feels like I have been slacking and on the other hand I have had a bit of bullshit on my plate as well for those that may have been following the inter works of us but right now a lot of back end work. 

So the post and images I had forgot to post about was my 41st birthday. For those of you reading this for the first time I am Ru-kun and I’m the creator of this website and brand/tradename, Thoughts Of Everything. You may ask yourself “why in the fuck are you still going to write about it.” Because as all of us on this planet know we have been dealing with #Covid19 this whole fucking time and we are still kind of so 2020ish but we are getting there. And this is some of the things I had to deal with like not being able to spend time with my family for my birthday due to Covid. But first thing was my mom and dad stopped by and dropped off a nice yummy ass meal for my fiancée and I kind of like a delivery service. But my parents (I Love you guys, Mom & Dad) were not able to stay. LOL because my bday is around Halloween I get some Halloween themed food. See my images below/clicking the image thumbnail to view full size.

Now you can’t have a birthday meal without s a birthday cake. This birthday cake was given to me by my beautiful fiancée and you can see the images below. This meal was shared together with my fiancée, daughterson and myself. Again, you can click to view full size image.

So this isn’t the only thing that I got. Now, my hot ass soul mate (fiancée) also got me a Kotobukiya Freddy vs. Jason Freddy Krueger Bishoujo Statue for my birthday present. What a lucky ass human I am to be able to have my soul mate who is awesome. Now here is a bunch of images of that.

Don’t  forget  you  can  click  the  images  to  view  full  size As you can tell this is a pretty bad ass figure and the detailing is pretty good. I tried my best to get as much images of the figure from all sides. Here is the shot of the spot she is she is sitting on our home office.

So I will have to also say that at the time I started to write the draft of this post for Thoughts Of Everything my awesome wifey had bought/ordered me another one which is the best. I love her to the end of time and back. But anyways I remember her saying she had order me the other one and that was just a little bit before I start this delayed post. So I got the other one as well i.e. Kotobukiya Jason Voorhees Freddy vs Jason Bishoujo Statue. So I believe now my collection for this two is now complete. Wifey, if you do happen to read this post I fucking love you to death, thank you very much for these figurines. Now she might be writing for my creative side of my company and will be will have her content here as well. I just got to finish getting her website/blog up and running. But we are currently working on a major web server move and a rebranding of my web hosting/IT services side of my company. 

So let go ahead a look at the other figure since I think I had lost track of what I was first going to write about on this blog post/article. See more images below.

 

Now here are both of them together.

So you can see that I got some nice little horror figurines. If you like figures awesome why not join our site and post some of your in our comments section.  Now when I first started to write this post I had some other things I wanted to mention but can’t remember what they were due to having to deal with some bullshit with the server move of our website which I will go into more detail later on but I’m still working on this stuff and some of the issues that have happened. Which sucks as I wasn’t able to do any of the server move. But I really trying to work hard on this some of my users on my advertising platforms started complaining. It’ such a pain in the ass. But, anyways, one of my goals is to start moving toward being on more “green”/sustainable web hosting as web business need to do our part as well. So we here at Thoughts Of Everything try our best to be as sustainable as possible. With this said I got to get going and start working on getting things back to normal. FYI I’m now consider fully vaccinated for covid as of Weds June 2, 2021. Thank for reading and you guy have an awesome day/night. Thanks again for reading.

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Sometimes You Got To Just Step Outside And See The Big Picture

Hellos everyone, Ru-Kun here with what is going to be a more serious post about some pretty serious subject matter and this is just what I currently going through. First, I want to say this issue or situation has being going on for over a year since transferring to this store that I currently clean at for my job.  First off and I will probably say this again later on in this post but I have never been more thankful in my life than I am now considering the shit I’m dealing with.

Bullying and discrimination happen all the time and everywhere. It’s a big problem in society and I have never knew how much of a problem it is until the current situation where I’m having to test myself in keeping cool. Maybe, it because of all the bullying I had gone through in my life. I didn’t have as many friends for the longest time and was picked on during most of my school life. But throughout my life I have made some good friends that I would never have been able to get through everything I have gone through in my life. When I think about that I get sad as I then think about those who don’t have what I had like close friends and good people around me and are struggling with bullying. But still continues because of fucking societies bullshit of that is how life is. This time in the work environment, not ok. Dealing with for over a year. To top it off I’m damn disabled from a car accident though not labeled federally still in pain everyday. But I work pretty damn hard that half of the healthy people I see out there cry over a headache. Stupid shit

So anyways further details to the life of Ru-Kun follow post of message me LOL I have more people supposed to be write for the site but they haven’t posted shit yet. I just more or less want to be thankful for being as blessed as I am and sorry for those who are innocent. The thing I’m thankful for the most is my old boss who was the regional manager if it weren’t for him being my boss for the incident I was involved in I would have never had back-up or a defense for the issues as it involved racism and it would have messed up the rest of my life seriously. So this is where I’m coming close to need to get a different thing. Though, I would rather doing my own thing which thoughts of everything is included but I’m in the process of the start of that with as I got part time work at my buddy’s awesomely yummy pizza place.  Best damn pizza in Spokane, Wa Market Street Pizza Parlor (click here for Facebook page) if your local come in. And if you visit from out of town come in great family pizza place and hand tossed pizzas’, brink oven cooked get your ass in there. I get more hours that way and I wold like to see it go big and I want to be part of that depending on future plans. I only get part time  Thank you Market Street Pizza Parlor owners, you guys have been my friends for a long while and also thank you my old boss. You will know who you are as I will share this post with you :-). Anyways, I just wanted to be thankful for all those who have blessed my life including my future wifey.

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#SlayDragonsSaveCats Day 18? With Ru-Kun

#SlayDragonsSaveCats Day 18? With Ru-Kun

Hello everyone Ru-Kun here back with a another day of game playing for charity. #SlayDragonsSaveCats if you want you can use our search option to search for the #SlayDragonsSaveCats tag on our site or just read through the past couple of page post as that is all I’ve been posting about for this month mostly LOL. But it was nice to have my fiance (girlfriend) playing and killing dragons with me this time. So below are some from todays kills and some with her and the 😥 small group that was there with us. But we got our 5 kills in. Read more about what is going on with this charity here: https://urle.io/SlayDragonsSaveCats thank you for the valid link click as I earn from the link and it goes to this site costs or whatever. Sites cost at the time of this post LOL

Here are my favorite screenshots:

This one if the wifey and I

My wifey and I


And this one is the wifey, as small group and I waiting for a dragon

My wifey, a small group there for a moment and I

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