Friends & The People Who Come Around Who You think Are Friends By Ru-Kun

Hello everyone and how is it going today? I hope you guys are doing well and being safe out there. I’m, doing ok, just stressed out a little bit and probably going to be a little depressed as I write this blog post as it going to be a little hard to write about. At times it felt like something is trying to stop me from writing this post. In fact I created this post about a week maybe after my wedding and having really been able to work on it since then. But I have created other content so I still have been able to get stuff posted on the site.

Now first I’m going to say that at the age of 42 I’m still learning new things and what not including human behaviors. At this age I had thought some people in my life would have a a little bit more consideration, thoughts, and other all respect for such a friendship. Fuck, I don’t know. Maybe I’m just having a hard time trying to figure out how to explain it. But one thing I have always found is that when it come to anything in human nature actions speak louder then words. A lot of people seem to only do things when they get something in return or some sort of benefit from such a situation. I’m really just at a loss of words of how to explain this above so I’m sorry if I’m not making this clear. So I will just jump into the situation that prompted me to write this although I would have written a different style post as I kind of want to write something out of my experiences of life that could hopefully help others. 

So anyways, over the years I thought my group of friends were close enough to be considered true friends. Over the years my some people who were friends seem to have exited my life for one reason or another, most reason are for fucked up shit like stealing, lack of care of support of whatever, like goals and what not. Sad, reality is a lot of my life I done just that for others, no always because no one is perfect, but I don my best to try and raise up others I care or cared about. I would like to go in to this a bit further but I want to leave that from another post/time as I’m planning on sharing my story of my life and some of the shit I have been through or seen/experienced. 

So, for most of all your readers out there I recently had my wedding to my best friend and love of my life and in fact my very first wedding at 42 years old. I’ll be 43 soon. Now we planned it for a year, maybe a bit longer but we did plan ahead and in the beginning I starting asking my friends and family that I thought would most likely to say yes. Those I thought would say yes did and with that being said they were that first ones I had got on my coming list. Then, some people I contacted that I thought might come. Some gave answers or maybes other didn’t even respond, it kind of frustrated me. I have a hard time focusing on things with the amount of stuff I got going on including doing my best to overcome what covid has done to my small little business and projects including this Thoughts Of Everything project. Now, fucking not getting answers made it harder for me to finish gathering thing I needed and what so some invites went out a bit later. Also, it seem as if some people didn’t even get an invite when I sent them out or at least that is what I was told. One even said he got his opened with a bunch of other mail in a big envelope after I had brought him a second one which sucked as my awesome and beautiful wifey put some time into them. Like magic, bitches LOL.

But either way, I had good size list of people that said they were going to come and good amount of people from my supposedly group of friends. It’s hard to say what kind of shit went on but either way this article is how it turned out and prompt for my post creation as stated earlier. Now we got head counts the closer my wife and I had got out head counts of who was coming the closer it got to the wedding as we had to make sure to have enough food and seating. Now a couple people RSVPed back to whether they were going or not some did but I knew they said they were coming. 

Now the closer we got to the wedding the closer we were needing to get thing done and rehearse how the ceremony would go and with this being said  I contact the ones who were supposed to be in my wedding party and let them know we were having a that Sunday a couple day before May 17, 2022. I didn’t really ask for much let alone had any of my friends help out for my wedding. One friend who is the one of my wedding party told me he wasn’t coming at this point. This fine as he told and let me know a head time and there was a fix in the number of horned cups we order for all those in the wedding party. Now I still didn’t hear back from the other wedding party member at this point for the wedding rehearsal. Wedding rehearsal day beside my awesome family, one friend from my wedding party showed up and helped out with out being asked Thank you True Doz’ia you are a true friend. I did hear from another friend before this about him possible getting 

Wedding day is here and the ceremony was planned to be at 1pm. @Vivicawolf and I got there pretty earlier to get ready and people started showing up around 10ish-11isham. Pictures were suppose to be at 12pm. True Doz’ia show up as he was the one I decided to have as my witness and one of my groomsmen. Thank god I didn’t choose the other person to be my witness. Now the closer we got to picture time 3 groups of my friends were not there yet one being part of my groomsmen. So we did pictures without him as we couldn’t wait any longer. The time is a little bit after 1pm when we are suppose be doing the ceremony the 3 group of friends did not show up, one supposed to be my groomsmen. Now we decided to start the ceremony with out them. BTW Still heard nothing from any of them, fucking stupid. Now, I finally heard from the long lost groomsmen is a Facebook comment on a picture I posted after we did the ceremony. Basically, one friend and his wife I never met showed up and my family. God damned awful one friend of the supposedly the so called big group of friends I have. Kind of hurtful as well. Lot of my family said those people aren’t my friends. Kind of show it to me as well But it is kind of hurtful. Though, my year behind me has also slightly desensitize to this kind of bullshit.

I will say this blog post was pretty hard to write but I’m glad I did. Now like said earlier I plan on writing my story a bit more but I plan on making them member only post to get you to create an account on our site and something things discuss might not be so public/NSFW so that what I plan. I seen a lot of bullshit in my life and been bullied a lot during my school year so maybe if can help someone else but maybe to also help myself. Now I also want to mention that my step kid came out as my trans son with his best man speech which was important for him and was super hard because my wife’s family is super Republican’s and conservative. Even sat their table and talked shit about him while he gave his speech which I was super fucking proud of. Now I wonder if those 3 groups of friends would have talked shit as well because they are also super republican/conservative. It’s hard to say because those assholes didn’t even some 2 never contacted me at all. Fuck them.

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Honeyminer 3rd Payment Received

Honeyminer 3rd Payment Received

Hello everyone how are you all, doing today, tomorrow or in the future?? I surely hope you all are doing well either way. I’m hanging in there as we are still struggling in my household and doing our best to stay caught up. As you can all see I have been doing my damned to keeping this server online and I would like to thank all of you for what you do whether it’s visit this site or join some of the links I post about. Now just remember stay in contact hers as I Rukun give my active referrals bonuses. Heck, I’m even going to thank all of my haters out that as well. Thank you Haters. LOL. Anyways, as you guys know and for those that don’t know I have been testing this desktop mining app called Honeyminer which easily allows users to mine cryptocurrency with little or no knowledge. In fact the app is so easy to use probably an elderly person could possibly use it.

Now it was quite nice to receive my 3rd payment from this mining pool and app today as lately I haven’t been getting any mining rewards and I was starting to wonder. But as I stated before this desktop mining application and mining pool are still under out testing phase and I still plan on contacting them to find out why haven’t gotten anything in a while. Maybe this will be a good test to find out how fast Honeyminer’s support is. So below is my payment proof I received on Coinbase Trading Platform.

Honeyminer 3rd payment

Honeyminer 3rd payment

Now I had paid a bit in fees to receive these funds from mining about 22000 Satoshi which at the time of this transaction is about $12.34250 so my total payment 26,374 Satoshis which for those who don’t know is what a bitcoin break up into. Anyways I will be posting more about Honeyminer later as I have to contact support and also do some more digging into who the company that manages honeyminer is. Now again this program is still in my testing sites/apps/money making program lists but is paying as I have personally received 3 payments thus far and I wrote about each payment on this website. So if you would like to join under me and help support what I do thank you and here is my referral link which also help support this site: https://honeyminer.com/referred/5ba0e

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12-2-2019 Update #SlayDragonsSaveCats With Ru-Kun

12-2-2019 Update #SlayDragonsSaveCats With Ru-Kun

Hellos everyone it’s well hell Ru-kun here again another update to Elder Scrolls Online #SlayDragonsSaveCats and pet’s well being by killing in-game dragons in Elder Scrolls Online and awesome game from Bethesda Softworks. $1 is donated to charities for pets well being such as Four Paws and the Best Friends Animal Society. So for those new people viewing the site I have been doing at least 5  a day since the event has started on ESO. You can view all post about this by clicking this tag: #SLAYDRAGONSSAVECATS (click here) which is our tag cloud tag for all post about slaying dragons to save cats. So I did miss a couple of days due to being sick but for the most part at least 5 kills with screenshots. I was posting everyday in the beginning but it was too much so now I giving a couple of days worth of my favorite screenshots. Sorry I don’t know the dates or whatever but it since our last post which I think I posted Nov 22, 2019. So as of now at the time of this post $186455 RAISED for pet charities see the Elder Scrolls Online article here: https://www.elderscrollsonline.com/en-us/slaydragonssavecats#sweepstakes

So as stated here are my favorite screenshot kills of slaying dragons from 22 until today 12-2-2019.

Elder Scrolls Online dragon kills pet charity event 2019 screenshot

Me pulling goods from the kill out of the dragon’s butt:

more awesome dragon kills screens

More awesomeness and my sexy ass wifey is there with me

And why not one more screenshot:

So yes I’m giving you guys more screenshots since I’ve been slacking on the updates. But I also got something special. I got you guys a Team JR gameplay video uploaded to our thoughts of everything youtube channel which BTW don’t forget to come and subscribe to our channel.

So here is my gameplay killing dragons to save kitties/pet well being with my wifey.

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Sometimes You Got To Just Step Outside And See The Big Picture

Hellos everyone, Ru-Kun here with what is going to be a more serious post about some pretty serious subject matter and this is just what I currently going through. First, I want to say this issue or situation has being going on for over a year since transferring to this store that I currently clean at for my job.  First off and I will probably say this again later on in this post but I have never been more thankful in my life than I am now considering the shit I’m dealing with.

Bullying and discrimination happen all the time and everywhere. It’s a big problem in society and I have never knew how much of a problem it is until the current situation where I’m having to test myself in keeping cool. Maybe, it because of all the bullying I had gone through in my life. I didn’t have as many friends for the longest time and was picked on during most of my school life. But throughout my life I have made some good friends that I would never have been able to get through everything I have gone through in my life. When I think about that I get sad as I then think about those who don’t have what I had like close friends and good people around me and are struggling with bullying. But still continues because of fucking societies bullshit of that is how life is. This time in the work environment, not ok. Dealing with for over a year. To top it off I’m damn disabled from a car accident though not labeled federally still in pain everyday. But I work pretty damn hard that half of the healthy people I see out there cry over a headache. Stupid shit

So anyways further details to the life of Ru-Kun follow post of message me LOL I have more people supposed to be write for the site but they haven’t posted shit yet. I just more or less want to be thankful for being as blessed as I am and sorry for those who are innocent. The thing I’m thankful for the most is my old boss who was the regional manager if it weren’t for him being my boss for the incident I was involved in I would have never had back-up or a defense for the issues as it involved racism and it would have messed up the rest of my life seriously. So this is where I’m coming close to need to get a different thing. Though, I would rather doing my own thing which thoughts of everything is included but I’m in the process of the start of that with as I got part time work at my buddy’s awesomely yummy pizza place.  Best damn pizza in Spokane, Wa Market Street Pizza Parlor (click here for Facebook page) if your local come in. And if you visit from out of town come in great family pizza place and hand tossed pizzas’, brink oven cooked get your ass in there. I get more hours that way and I wold like to see it go big and I want to be part of that depending on future plans. I only get part time  Thank you Market Street Pizza Parlor owners, you guys have been my friends for a long while and also thank you my old boss. You will know who you are as I will share this post with you :-). Anyways, I just wanted to be thankful for all those who have blessed my life including my future wifey.

Thank you for reading  and also thanks for clicking on the Facebook link and if you liked awesome now come in and eat visit Spokane for this pizza LOL Thanks LOL Have an awesome day.

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