So I kicking things up a notch with my company and brand ideas so I decided to setup a gofundme to get fund for my business and as well to help prepared for the possible of surgery i.e. make sure my company can run with some employees while I recover. This may not happen in which I have an idea to start a kind of disability or something for employees such as myself who have disabilities. Anyways, this is what I think is need to start. Here is the gofundme link for my business idea: https://www.gofundme.com/rust-of-all-tradesrutakus
So it goes to say I’ve been in business on and off since 2010 and was in a bad car accident in 2012 where I got permanent back and spine issues with multiple bulging discs from my neck down to my lower back and I still bust my ass harder then some of these healthy fuckers. I do work another job but part of this money is so I can slowly work my way into focusing more on my services and products I already provide and get more inventory to sell as well.
Lately, my brain seems to have been running in overdrive to start try and kick things up a notch to start growing my business and try something new with my ideas. More or less because I find working for other business/people/etc where your nothing but a number and/or just don’t give a shit. So here at Thoughts Of Everything I will be uncensored here because there is just a lot of things that irritate me to no end with work life and other things going on in the world. This web site help me because I can careless if you actually read my post because I know there is always something for someone to read on Thoughts of Everything.
Anyways as Thoughts of Everything is part of my business in that this site if for my creative stuff and hell posting or blogging is in a way creative but this is the home for my music. So Thoughts of Everything is more for me but as soon as I have less time for admin stuff on the site I would like to be able to pay a couple other people to do the admin stuff so I can focus on the creative side of this site and my music. And this is part of the idea I have for Productions of the Human Mind which is also one of my brands/tradenames.
But the main idea is to create a kind of jack of all trades thing. My company name has been Rutakus pronouced Roo-taku-us and has been computer repair/sales and domain name/web hosting reseller for a while. I’m currently playing with my up coming new name Rust of All Trades. Right now my business is making enough money to maintain all current company bills and still have some income but at this this not enough to survive off of where i can leave my current job and be able to focus on providing service and thinking of new innovative ideas.
Anyways today is my nephew’s birthday who took his own life at a young age. Happy Birthday Travis Crane. I love and miss you man.
Thanks for reading everyone and if you donate to my gofundme please let me know and I will give you paid access on this site.
Moments like this I so glad for technology and well I’m very glad for this blog for many reasons. This most important is that I can say things with our fear of my words being changed around to benefit someone else. Or that anxiety or sensation like feeling of people are not really listening to you. Most of the time it doesn’t bother me as most of us do this to others even me. Though I try my best and I hate when I don’t listen and once it get hard to break. The thing I understand as based off everything I experienced throughout my life is that most people don’t like being ignored. Most humans are social and all of us have experienced someone not listening to you. It happens but lately I have come to the understanding that you can tell if a person gives a shit or not. First, you got to remember everyone’s brains work differently and when a person is really like really focused on some sort of task, they are most likely not going to hear everything. I know from my own experience of this on both sides, like when I catch myself doing it or others doing it to me. Now this is where it can take some time to know or see when a social interaction with another person is more stress and anxiety then it is worth. I’ve always loved the 3 times is a charm thing as I’ve kind of used that as my rule of thumb for somethings. This instance would be social interactions that seem sour or not response back. I don’t know I just notice it more and catch myself before I waste energy. I’m not saying be an asshole or something.
Well I’ve seem to be in the probably the shittest of shit situations I have ever been in. And because of this I’m believe in karma and how people don’t think about how their actions affect everyone and everything. The situation I’m watching unfold gives me the most absolute deepest sadness in more then one way. I’ve never felt this before and in a way. My mom had said something to me about something else a while back “think about how your actions affect others“. I’ve told myself I’ve always wanted to watch karma truly unfold to people who do things that are just not right. Now I’m regretting as stated I’m truly sad and depressed as well as I feel like I’m continuously walking on egg shells. It sucks when I bust my ass too to overcome the walking on egg shell when I’m in constant pain with bulging discs from my neck down to my lumbar from a car accident in 2012. I feel bad for all the other affect by this retarded shit that should have never fucking happened to me in the first place.
The thing is I’ve kind of always been bullied so I can see through people’s actions a bit more. But because my love for knowledge, science, and facts I take more deeper looks at things and situations as one understanding I do have is most people are good. Just at that dumbass stage in their lives. Though the person or persons who said the statements that lead to this entire situation are bad people. That I know for sure. I just wish that it had never happened but I know I can’t make others do things or not fucking lie.
Anyways, thank you for reading. if you don’t know what I’m talking about go a head and contact me here: Contact the creator or read this article which is the only other public post about this situation.
This didn’t just hurt me as a person but also a business owner as well. It makes it hard for me to try and promote my own thing or even want to talking about myself around them as I never know if someone is changing my words around. Not only did I not deserve this is a prime example of one of our problems in society. Bullying which is the cause of mental issues including anxiety and depression.
Thanks again for reading.
Well I must first say I’m sorry for not posting everyday or at least a lot then I have this month. Life get in the way and sometimes and somethings have to be pushed back while moving other things forward. And since I’m trying my damnest to grow my own company which I’m in the process of transforming into a “of all trades” type of thing. In fact my business Rutakus will also be known as Rust of All Trades but it will still bring you to Rutakus web site and will be that way for who know how long. Maybe forever LOL. But regardless I’m trying to do my own thing as right now I also work another job which as most of us know we are just another number by most companies, KBS or Kellermeyer Bergensons Services is no different. I’m disabled but not label so by my government as I attempted not long after losing my job because of my car accident injury injury issues that I still have to this day. This car accident happened around my birthday so it does make things kind of shittier at times but I manage. I wish I wouldn’t had settled with my law suite but part of it is do the god damn bastards who fake injuries for money and the shitty companies and people who were involved in this law suite. But I forgive their stupid greedy ass what goes around comes around. Same thing can be said about all the recent people that have been trying to hack this web site. I do my best to maintain the site and keep it secure. I actually plan on getting a SSL cert soon to secure user sessions more but Thoughts of Everything is doing pretty good. I have a pretty large blacklist of ip address of suspected people trying to hack the site or spam the site. Contact me if you want some of my blacklist. I will share as I stand against spam and unethical hacking.
Anyways that it’s for the moment I kind of hurting in my spine a little bit. Thank you guys for reading.
Well the time has come to find a better job that can offer me a better opportunity to earn more money as I know I’m under paid for my knowledge, work skills and ethics. I’m a very hard worker despite me being basically disabled with back/neck injury/issues and keratoconus in my eyes. I’m basically working two jobs right now. One is my own business which is nice that I can make my own hours. My second job I have been at for almost 2 years at the time of this post. The company I work for is Kellermeyer Bergensons Services and I am a Crew Lead. It’s about that time to change my job as I have many reason for this. But the big thing is that I have asked for a raise meany times so that I paid the minimum lead wage but I get no answer. Next year I will be at minimum wage and I know I’m underpaid regardless KBS doesn’t care about their employees. It has been a good learning experience as it shows me things that either one I don’t want in my business or two something I would like to change in the business world.
Besides the skills listed in my resume, I have good research skills for what needs are needed. For example being able to look up manuals or how-tos for maintaining equipment and such. Basically knowing how to use all of the available tools at ones disposal. I also have data entry skills with not just Microsoft Office but also knowledge and skills using OpenOffice and LibraOffice. I’m also a very good team player and I like to push other to work as a team. I do what it takes to get things done but in a safe and efficient matter.
So here is my web site running skills. These are the web site I run besides this one https://www.rutakus.net/
So here is my resume: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdf
Contact me here is you would like to hire me for work: http://www.thoughtsofeverything.org/contact-the-creator/ and make sure you add my email to your safe list creator[@]thoughtsofeverything.org remove these [ ].
Also I will state if you would rather hire me through my own business where I accept custom type services so you don’t have to worry about overtime use the above contact link as well. If you call me you must leave a voicemail. All calls are screened as my number is a business number as well. I also can do remote work if you have remote jobs available. I have a good internet connect and computers.
Most of the time in life I’m usually pretty easy going and was more so before I had got a major injury that has affected the rest of my life. I was injured in a car accident with FedEx and to this day I regret settling my case instead of going full force law suit. But the amount of stress and the extra bullshit from the case and my own legal team that I actually still have stress issues and anxiety and anger with. But I know for what goes around comes around. I will never stop believing that as I’ve seen enough in my life to know that it does. Anyways, so I was hit by a FedEx van that was going 60 mph on Highway 395 just outside Deer Park, Wa heading into Spokane to go to work at Walmart on north Colton in the city of Spokane United States. I suffered multiple bulging disc from my neck down to my lumbar spine. This happen in 2012 and I still have issues to this day and it’s never going away. But I’m doing my best to manage my pain and doing pretty good for the most part. But I have a bulging disc in my neck, I think like 2. I have 2 in I think in my thoracic spine with some slight compression on my spine between T7=8 and T8-9. I also have some bugling disc in my lumbar I think one disc is slightly degenerated. I would have to look at my MRI stuff. Anyways I might go more into detail about this later on in a later post of something.
So as you can see I have a lot of issues including a degenerative eye issue called keratoconus which I had all my life pretty much. Basically I don’t have as good of vision as most people. You could say I’m pretty damn disabled and yet I fee and have bee told that I work harder then most healthy people. I’m in pain all the time but do my best to maintain it. But its not always possible especially when your like me and work a crap ton of hours. I’m pretty much working overtime most of the time since Black Friday of last 2017. So I work a lot of hours for a company called Kellermeyer Bergensons Services where I’m a Crew Lead in their janitorial area of services and have been for a while now. About a year and half. I also run my own business since 2010. It doesn’t make much money but it starting too and trying to kick it up a notch. I have a 4 year degree, majored in Software systems engineering and minor in business management. But I have issues sitting for long periods of time now because of my car accident injury. So I don’t really work in my field of study except for my business. And I am getting management type experience from KBS (short for Kellermeyer Bergensons Services), but my experience working for them hasn’t always been the greatest. And by next year I’ll be making minimum wage again for boss work. I have asked for a raise many times.
LOL I’m always looking for the better opportunity here is my current resume located on my own secure web server for the most part ran by me with some limitations of root access: https://cdn.rutakus.net/resumes/Russ_gen-resume2018.pdfContinue reading →
So as I was saying in my last I was just going to trey and smile at random people. I kind of do that already anyway as I like to smile and make people smile as well. But I want to think that I’m doing it more. But the thing I think I going to have the hardest time doing especially for this web site LOL blog even I still really hate that word. Anyways since I’m pretty much at work most of the time it would still seem to be very forced. Sometimes yes that is true but there is a lot of shit that makes me unhappy in this world but we are all at fault for this and still will be as we all greed and selfishness rule our lives. Nut as they all say that is how life is. Sad. But anyways at my other job with KBS cleaning Northtown Kohls (Spokane, Wa USA) I had couple old ladies come in the store frowning and as soon as they saw me smiling at them and saying good morning they said good morning. I think one even said I do a good job on the windows as I was cleaning the entrance doors glass. But I don’t plan on being there much longer as it’s killing my back and my spine. Beside I think my company could do it better once I get a crew of people and some income flowing in above my and my company’s means. I think I smiled at a person outside the day before and they just looked at the ground the whole time. LOL I don’t think they even noticed. I sure they would of ran into a poll if one came in the way. Another person last week just looked away. Rude
So lately I have been under a lot of extra not needed stress lately due to some issues at work that I have never experienced or I ever would have believed to have happened to me. But it happened and my anxiety and ultimately my depression has been on the rise. I hate how much emotions can make physical health much worse if you already have issues such as I do with a back and neck injury that doesn’t go away. I have it managed to a point but pains are never going away. So as I have been feeling like I have been walking on egg shells at work with this situation that had happened, because I’m a goofy white man LOL I’m not going to go into that but maybe later in member only content. Anyways, I glad I got this site up and running again as it is kind of like my therapy. Anyways, before I begin I will say that I listen to just about everything from rock, metal, rap, blues and even electronic and dance music.
Anyways at the place that the situation had occurred I have been hearing this song playing overhead while I’ve been cleaning the store I felt it was kind of catchy but also I kind of felt a sadness that I couldn’t explain. So I spent sometime looking it up-the internet is so damn awesome-I probably took longer to find them without the net. I basically looked them up by song lyrics in Google. The song is called American Dreamer by Kyd the Band. Very good song and I plan checking out the other songs a bit more later. When I looked up the lyrics I started to understand the sadness a bit more. Maybe I just read to much into things but this is Thoughts of Everything and I the creator am the sole thoughts provider right now at the moment. But I was much moved and glad to have heard this song. In a sense this is how I feel about the girl I am with I want to buy her a house and share it forever. Even hand it down to her daughter. What saddens me is how most who end up in the situation where they lose the house or even when having hard times with making ends meat they fear that person leave them as it happens all the time in society as love seems to a bit more materialistic which doesn’t make a good team at all. But it happens.
Quote from song: “I think I wanna buy you a house I think I wanna share forever right now And if the bank man comes to steal it away I hope you, I hope you stay” American Dreamer by: Kyd the Band
See what I mean. Here is the video as so good:
Thank you Kyd the Band for a great song.;