Friends & The People Who Come Around Who You think Are Friends By Ru-Kun

Hello everyone and how is it going today? I hope you guys are doing well and being safe out there. I’m, doing ok, just stressed out a little bit and probably going to be a little depressed as I write this blog post as it going to be a little hard to write about. At times it felt like something is trying to stop me from writing this post. In fact I created this post about a week maybe after my wedding and having really been able to work on it since then. But I have created other content so I still have been able to get stuff posted on the site.

Now first I’m going to say that at the age of 42 I’m still learning new things and what not including human behaviors. At this age I had thought some people in my life would have a a little bit more consideration, thoughts, and other all respect for such a friendship. Fuck, I don’t know. Maybe I’m just having a hard time trying to figure out how to explain it. But one thing I have always found is that when it come to anything in human nature actions speak louder then words. A lot of people seem to only do things when they get something in return or some sort of benefit from such a situation. I’m really just at a loss of words of how to explain this above so I’m sorry if I’m not making this clear. So I will just jump into the situation that prompted me to write this although I would have written a different style post as I kind of want to write something out of my experiences of life that could hopefully help others. 

So anyways, over the years I thought my group of friends were close enough to be considered true friends. Over the years my some people who were friends seem to have exited my life for one reason or another, most reason are for fucked up shit like stealing, lack of care of support of whatever, like goals and what not. Sad, reality is a lot of my life I done just that for others, no always because no one is perfect, but I don my best to try and raise up others I care or cared about. I would like to go in to this a bit further but I want to leave that from another post/time as I’m planning on sharing my story of my life and some of the shit I have been through or seen/experienced. 

So, for most of all your readers out there I recently had my wedding to my best friend and love of my life and in fact my very first wedding at 42 years old. I’ll be 43 soon. Now we planned it for a year, maybe a bit longer but we did plan ahead and in the beginning I starting asking my friends and family that I thought would most likely to say yes. Those I thought would say yes did and with that being said they were that first ones I had got on my coming list. Then, some people I contacted that I thought might come. Some gave answers or maybes other didn’t even respond, it kind of frustrated me. I have a hard time focusing on things with the amount of stuff I got going on including doing my best to overcome what covid has done to my small little business and projects including this Thoughts Of Everything project. Now, fucking not getting answers made it harder for me to finish gathering thing I needed and what so some invites went out a bit later. Also, it seem as if some people didn’t even get an invite when I sent them out or at least that is what I was told. One even said he got his opened with a bunch of other mail in a big envelope after I had brought him a second one which sucked as my awesome and beautiful wifey put some time into them. Like magic, bitches LOL.

But either way, I had good size list of people that said they were going to come and good amount of people from my supposedly group of friends. It’s hard to say what kind of shit went on but either way this article is how it turned out and prompt for my post creation as stated earlier. Now we got head counts the closer my wife and I had got out head counts of who was coming the closer it got to the wedding as we had to make sure to have enough food and seating. Now a couple people RSVPed back to whether they were going or not some did but I knew they said they were coming. 

Now the closer we got to the wedding the closer we were needing to get thing done and rehearse how the ceremony would go and with this being said  I contact the ones who were supposed to be in my wedding party and let them know we were having a that Sunday a couple day before May 17, 2022. I didn’t really ask for much let alone had any of my friends help out for my wedding. One friend who is the one of my wedding party told me he wasn’t coming at this point. This fine as he told and let me know a head time and there was a fix in the number of horned cups we order for all those in the wedding party. Now I still didn’t hear back from the other wedding party member at this point for the wedding rehearsal. Wedding rehearsal day beside my awesome family, one friend from my wedding party showed up and helped out with out being asked Thank you True Doz’ia you are a true friend. I did hear from another friend before this about him possible getting 

Wedding day is here and the ceremony was planned to be at 1pm. @Vivicawolf and I got there pretty earlier to get ready and people started showing up around 10ish-11isham. Pictures were suppose to be at 12pm. True Doz’ia show up as he was the one I decided to have as my witness and one of my groomsmen. Thank god I didn’t choose the other person to be my witness. Now the closer we got to picture time 3 groups of my friends were not there yet one being part of my groomsmen. So we did pictures without him as we couldn’t wait any longer. The time is a little bit after 1pm when we are suppose be doing the ceremony the 3 group of friends did not show up, one supposed to be my groomsmen. Now we decided to start the ceremony with out them. BTW Still heard nothing from any of them, fucking stupid. Now, I finally heard from the long lost groomsmen is a Facebook comment on a picture I posted after we did the ceremony. Basically, one friend and his wife I never met showed up and my family. God damned awful one friend of the supposedly the so called big group of friends I have. Kind of hurtful as well. Lot of my family said those people aren’t my friends. Kind of show it to me as well But it is kind of hurtful. Though, my year behind me has also slightly desensitize to this kind of bullshit.

I will say this blog post was pretty hard to write but I’m glad I did. Now like said earlier I plan on writing my story a bit more but I plan on making them member only post to get you to create an account on our site and something things discuss might not be so public/NSFW so that what I plan. I seen a lot of bullshit in my life and been bullied a lot during my school year so maybe if can help someone else but maybe to also help myself. Now I also want to mention that my step kid came out as my trans son with his best man speech which was important for him and was super hard because my wife’s family is super Republican’s and conservative. Even sat their table and talked shit about him while he gave his speech which I was super fucking proud of. Now I wonder if those 3 groups of friends would have talked shit as well because they are also super republican/conservative. It’s hard to say because those assholes didn’t even some 2 never contacted me at all. Fuck them.

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Hell YA Buddy!!! I Got My 9th Payment From Cryptotab Browser

Hell YA Buddy!!! I Got My 9th Payment From Cryptotab Browser

Hellos you alls out there in the land of the internet. I hope you all are doing well and being safe out there. I’m doing ok, had a week off from work for my wedding with VivicaWolf who is now my beautiful wifey and of course your guys can read her writings on Thoughts Of Everything right here: https://www.thoughtsofeverything.org/category/creativity/writing/vivicawolf-writings/ where you can check out all her works and also share your feed back which is very much welcome. 

Now, I Rukun am glad to be writing this post as I’m getting closer to validating the legitmenacy of the Cryptotab Browser project which again I will remind you has been online for a while so life online plays a big factor and Cryptotab Browser is one of the first of its kind thus far in my current level of research done into this obviously at the date/time stamp of this post. But either way very promising project and because of this I own the pro version on my mobile device and also have a yearly subscription to the max version of Cryptotab on my mobile device as well. Tip, you can run both version on one device Thank you, Cryptotab Browser for doing this. 

Now another tip that I not sure if I had mentioned in previous posts is one being that almost all anti-virus, anti-spyware/adware and so on will label and quarantine Cryptotab. Now I can assure you it’s not a virus, or whatever unless you downloaded from another source not on Cryptotab’s website. Now I have put the link each time I mentioned the name meaning you can click Cryptotab or something similar and it will open a new window with a valid link. Yes, I earn from it but online when you sign up and become active. Now you can mine from a pretty decent PC/desktop for free using the software but you must add it to your anti-virus or other such program’s exclude list and if already in quarantine you must do some sort of restore file. Also, I have had experience with the browser closing it’s self sometimes when I start mining, so I found that if you keep reopening up, it will eventually stay open an mine. 

Now for the payment proof which like always it goes to my Coinbase account as that is where I have my Bitcoins of my short term holdings as I have a hardware wallet for my long time holdings and at the moment I’m holding all my Bitcoins from Cryptotab from my retirement. Now this payment was for 0.00009107 BTC and at the time of the transaction about $2.73 USD and here is my screenshot of this transaction (remember you can click image to view full screen).

So if you would like to take a look further here is the whole transaction on the blockchain with others who also got paid it seems, see here: https://www.blockchain.com/btc/tx/b64496b356b64a23455a4ba0e9920334b371d44170d6ba7722c2ad74153f3a78. Now, this project for me is almost out of the Thoughts Of Everything testing list meaning we can fully say soon that this is verified program and soon Elite passive earning program. Now if you would like to join under me here is my referral link again which you can click here to join and start earning: https://cryptotabbrowser.com/32087702

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Rukun’s Monthly Playlist (Maybe Part 1)

Hello everyone and how is it going today/tonight. I hope you all are being safe out there. Well, I’m going to keep this short as this wasn’t a planned post and tomorrow is VivicaWolf’s and my wedding WOOT. But this is something I was planning maybe doing once in while or more if someone requests more. But I basically planning on post my random music playlist every so often. Maybe the hopes of sharing underrated music or independent musicians. 

Now for those that don’t know I listen to a lot of different genres of music and love music and other creative things. I create my own music most electronic music but this post will be posting a playlist for metal music (Deathcore, Black Metal, Slam, etc) Not this list below will include band song and link to youtube video. No really order just what gathered from watching history on youtube for music 

  1. DISTANT – Hellmouth: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDPvMtIgNNc
  2. LORNA SHORE – Sun//Eater: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mK8mw2X-4ug
  3. BEHEMOTH – Ov My Herculean Exile: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=092uOnSTnyI
  4. Vulvodynia – Unparalleled Insubordination: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ei2uvoF0o4U
  5. Acrania – The Depopulation Programme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJKijTfKlZA
  6. Distant – Heirs of Torment: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ylsBp8Ju7l4
  7. DISTANT – Cursed: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75a7sKOqvRw
  8. Signs of the Swarm – “Lost Within Reflection”: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbuFV5L_YT4
  9. Signs of the Swarm – Pernicious: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyTzpi9jgGA
  10. Vulvodynia – Banquet of Enigmatic Horrors Pt. 1 Terror: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1iCWZe_zpXk
  11. Vulvodynia – Banquet of Enigmatic Horrors Pt. 2 Agony [Ft. Oliver Rae Aleron]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jc-lPeQRbrs
  12. Vulvodynia – A Cosmic Betrayal: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R3mYPkCWfE8
  13. Defamed – Crystal Prison: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXAsDgMZUc0
  14. Defamed – The Dancer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3N18ZDUazo
  15. Defamed – Doves: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mk3kjp6VtbI
  16. SHADOW OF INTENT – Intensified Genocide: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vwuEXf2AKao
  17. ARCHSPIRE – “Golden Mouth of Ruin”: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LY8RFaMs0Ac

Thanks for reading and taking a look or listen to any the music in my playlist above and if you would like to see more I will try and post but the plan is at least once a month.

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I got My Second Payout From CashTravel

I got My Second Payout From CashTravel

Hello everyone and how is it going today? I hope you all are doing well. I’m not doing too bad but I’ve been pretty damn busy with getting ready for username Vivicawolf and my wedding that is coming up on May 17th, 2022. So I have been pretty busy. 

So, as the title of my blog post says I just got my second payment from a get-paid-to/paid-to-click site called CashTravel not that long ago, maybe a couple days ago. The site has a pretty low payout buy ad values are also low as well. But there seem to be a lot of ads all the time from my testing of this site/earning program. For those of you that don’t know CashTravel is a paid-to-click site but more like a get-paid site as it does have paid to read ads and paid to read emails. There is also a free traffic exchange so that you can earn advertising/traffic credit to help you promote things. Now here below is the screenshot of my 2nd payment from this site to my Paypal (PYPL stock code) account. Remember, you can click the image to view full size:

Like I said low payout. But they are using a step payout system in which each payment each payment minimum from for to the 5th which is $0.50 through Paypal from then on. But They also payout through Perfect Money, which doesn’t use the step payment. All payment minimums are $1.05. I personally can’t recommend Perfect Money as they don’t allow USA members and at one time they did but it was almost impossible to me to get my money which really wasn’t a lot but still every little bit helps me survive. I might come back to this topic in a later blog post. So back to my payment and this site, I will say I have tested advertising and got pretty good results from the campaign I ran for one of my get-paid-to sites. I will say as this site has been online for a while which is also meaning because of length of time online and very little complaints my testing phase for this site will be less time, but at the current time, I’m still validating the earning program. Now, if you would like to test out the program too you can click my referral link right here: http://www.cashtravel.info/index.php?ref=MrRuste

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