Well, I have been having a hell of a time with school let alone sitting at my computer to try and get things done for whatever project I have. I haven’t worked on any of my music, any of the apps/software working on. Basically, all of my computer. Damn fucking FedEx hitting my car and totaling it and giving me a lot of neck and back problems. Sorry for the language guys but my blog is uncensored so if you don’t like it you can leave LOL. Anyways the problem is siting for long periods of time, well sitting at all It seem to always have to move my legs or change my position. My chair is a piece of garbage with no support. U basically have a pillow, blanket, another smaller pillow for my lumbar area then a kind of pad. For those that don’t know I was hit by a Fedex van back in 2012 on Oct 20 eight days before my birthday, bastards. The driver had said to the state patrol he was going 60 mph. My car was parked on the side of the highway shoulder with my hazards on and was getting ready to get a hod of a tow truck and a ride to work when I saw in my review mirror a van swerving down the road and I was thinking in my head like what the fuck is this dumbass doing when then BAM and I was flung all around and every which way. Thankfully, I was still wearing my seat belt. As I looked to the side to see what just had happen I followed the van with my eye watching to see if it was going to stop as it did NOT seem so for a bit as I didn’t see the brake light for about 4-5 second or so then it finally stop. I was still in shock and I then realized what had happened and that I was hit on the gas tank side of my car and I freaked out, took seat belt off-man I hate remembering this-and crawled out the passager side. Long story short since then I have been going through a lot of treatment and extra bullshit that cause other problems. My own insurance company was a bunch of assholes too and did some pretty fucked up shit and I will be writing a review about them once I find a different insurance. I even had to stop treatment that was helping me get better.

Anyway, I been having problems completing my classes in my masters program at Colorado Technical University as due to the above mentioned. It sucks because I know I can do well as I maintained a 4.0 in most of my classes when I did my bachelors degree from the same school. It because I can’t sit for long periods of time and now I having vision problems due to my eye disease called Keratoconus which I had for quite some time but was diagnosed 8 years ago. Because of the accident I haven’t been able to afford eye care or to even get my eyes checked even though I got had got a job where I got more hours and higher wage but it was hard to even do that as I kept missing a lot of work. I wa sstill job hunting in the beginning as I was trying to get a job in my degree of study but stop searching after a while as I was missing a lot of work at my current job. I ended up getting fired and I haven’t been fired from a job in a long time. I have an eye appoint coming up so hopefully it helps then I can just focus on making sitting as comfortable as possible well I’m going to get going as I’m starting to have a hard time seeing my screen now and my low back is starting to hurt.

Talk to ya guy later. as you can see I don’t posted as much as I would like too due to the above LOL

First posted here: https://russlk.blogspot.com/2015/08/long-time-no-post-school-for-me-is.html